~* F r a n k i e *~

2006-10-24T20:40:00.000+08:00

chemistry practical is in exactly a week's time. hooray.

been cooped up at the room on the third floor for practically the whole day today. gosh. i made an achievement this time. no one to disturb me but the computer! haha. managed to study what i wanted to study. gonna carry on with my night session later. haha! aunty marsha already settled my red bull cravings. haha. know what? i seriously think i'm gonna turn into a drunked in the future. don't ask me why.

i'm so proud of vanessa. she got first in her class again. fifth in level! whoohoo!! love that girl man. why must all the intellectual ability from my parents be accumulated in the second child, and not the first? i'm so pissed. it's kinda sad that i can't be as capable in my studies as she is. oh well:(

i'm gonna have a new obssession. JAPANESE ANIME.
i'm so gonna blame it on Meli man. haha. i like L!! Desu Noto 2, here i come!

my mood today : EMO
been really deep in thought these past few days. thinking about ....... issues.

December 2006. i seriously can't wait :)

2006-10-21T10:51:00.000+08:00

Death Note.

it was an awesome movie. was pretty long though, but it was worth it. :)

watched it with Meli, Josh and his friend at tampines mall yesterday. like finally, a day off from all the enclosed-ness! haha. i thought it was gonna be one hellva horror film. but it turned out to be pretty action-packed. not to mention there were a few times when i was laughing my head off. L ( the white guy ) is so cute! maybe it's just his appearance for the movie. i checked him out online, didn't meet my satisfaction. haha. but he's still cute in this poster! :)

i'm kinda INTRIGUED by anime shows now. i felt that they were kinda childish for my liking. but Death Note kinda changed my perspective of them. haha.

i'm off to Kinokuniya to buy some japanese comics! HAHAHA.

out.

2006-10-16T17:41:00.000+08:00

SINGAPORE'S INDUSTRIAL DEVELOPMENT.

1. Singapore set up labour-intensive manufacturing industries to solve the problem of unemployment in 1960s.

Economy was based on entrepot trade. Existing factories were small and employed few workers.

SOLUTION:
Set up labour-intensive manufacturing industries, such as assembly plants that emply a large number of workers.

EXAMPLES:
Electronics and electrical industry, textile industry.

i'm studying social studies today. i swear it can be damn frustrating when you try to understand and memorise 8 chapters at the same day. 8, because i'm quite selective on my choices of topics. haha. i just hope god will answer my prayer. i hope the chapters i studied for comes out. if not, i'm so gonna slash myself.

all three of us are crowding to one computer now.

hello vanessa! :)
hello genevieve! :)

BOTH: HI DA JIE! :)

i'm out.

2006-10-13T15:48:00.000+08:00

REMINISCING.

Friday night it was late
I was walking you home
We got down to the gate
And I was dreaming of the night
Would it turn out right
How to tell you girl
I want to build my world around you
Tell you that it's true
I wanna make you understand
I'm talking about a lifetime plan

-nathan hartono:)

speaking of reminiscing. yesterday was the official last day of my days in SAC. once the bell rang, everyone was in such a frantic have a picture whore (learnt this new term from kim:)) with all their friends. as for me, i did the identical. memories of a few school events came crashing into my mind. kinda depressing though. Jan cried. Agnes cried. SYY cried. I cried. emotional as i am, i seriously have really deep sentimental issues when it comes to saying goodbye.

this being the first day of the post-exam for the rest of the school, vanessa carried on with her baking again. i swear she can be one successful chef if she enters the culinary and catering fields. her Chocolate-peanut butter cubes were fantastic! ate no more than two small pieces. i can't afford to grow fat. haha.

did amath in the morning. it helped to gear up my mind for the other subjects i'm gonna touch on later on. oh, how i love math:) gotta start on my humanities now. bleah.

CHILDAID concert is coming soon.
i can't wait:)

2006-09-26T22:38:00.000+08:00

HADY IS MY SINGAPORE IDOL!!

yesterday's finale was like one of the "bestest" shows ever. HADY LOOKS SUPER COOL ON STAGE!! he's like my typical boyband kinda guy. jonathan? he's alright. but HADY rocks harder. i love his charisma on stage! it's captivates my heart. don't you think? :)

and JOAKIM!! my gosh. it's just so great to finally get to see him performing on the idol stage again. HE'S MY OTHER IDOL!! i love HADY MIRZA! but in actual fact, i love joakim more. HAHA!

we got back our prelim papers this week. my results sucked the living soul outta me. seriously. perhaps i didn't really try my best? i'm clueless. i'm having mixed emotions right now. now i'm feeling.. super BLEAH. nothing i do is gonna change my anwers anymore. :( if only there's such thing as a time machine!! just wanna go back in time to retake those darn papers! grr.

ANYWAY. i'll be having lessons till 5pm everyday. torture? i guess so. i'm just afraid that there won't be much time for me to do self-revision! plus, i have to squeeze my schedule with tuitions! i'm scared, a little. BUT NO. i WILL manage my time well. :)

there'll be youth mission tomorrow. uncle's in-charge. damn. i hope he wouldn't embarrass me like how he did back then in primary six. that was utterly ashamable of him. HAHA.

I LOVE YUTING!! :) she's like asking me to send her pictures of myself for some reason. i've get to know why. HMMM. but anyway, i still love her 100%! :)

2006-09-23T01:32:00.000+08:00

WEDNESDAY

went out with kim kim darling after school. to be more precise, after the grad night rehearsal. trust me, it was super boring. got to know our seat number and listened to the repeating sounds of mr hamzah trying to calm our nerves down. haha.

town with kim was GREAT. we shall go there again. perhaps on our date next friday aye!! it's our date. was supposed to meet mom to get shoes for grad night. by the time we reached there, almost all the shops were already closing. meeting with mom was cancelled and i had the rest of my time to spend with my beloved! haha.

we were in a japan craze. funky jewelry, tights, make-up etc. what more can a typical japanese girl dress like? we were ALL THAT man. haha. had subway for dinner! the episode while ordering our food was way too hilarious. i shall get kim to order my food next time. HAHA.

shopped a little. i hope kim liked my birthday gift! you know what i want babe!:)

at the end of the day, our feet hurt. like ALOT. we walked from one end of town to the other. but i'm glad i managed to pay a trip to Kinokuniya. my FAVOURITE stationary store. where hot japanese guys come alive! sadly, we saw none. BOO. except for a cute little boy with a skate scooter. is that counted? haha.

i ran home. SOMEONE was laughing so hard to herself on the bus that one man thought she was bonkers. i wonder who? HAHAHA.

FRIDAY

the day has finally arrived. GRAD NIGHT! everyone was dressed glamorously. i almost fainted at the sight of drop-dead beauties! haha.

nbyn did a great job in dolling kim and i up. we transformed! especially kim kim dear! haha. i curled mine while kim had hers done in a really different, yet sophisticated way. I LIKE. had our photoshoot after that! the caucasian man was damn cute. i went head over heels. but kinda fierce in his way of instructing us to pose for the camera! he reminds me of david beckham:)

we arrived ITE simei at 5.15 sharp. thank goodness they didn't lock us out! i wanted to melt as soon as i entered the waiting room. the entire room was flooded with dazzling graduates! we waited as the clock was ticking towards the start of the whole ceremony. we were being accessed for the crowning of miss pageant too. okay, i won't talk about it.

i was trembling on my wedges when i had to receive the award. as uncomfortable as i could be, i had no other way out! i think i walked like a duck man. my dress cutting were being sewn in a way that i can't take big steps while walking! i hate to take a reallly minute steps towards miss chua. walking down-stage was far more worse. GOSH.

the reception was way too HOT. and i meant as in temperature wise. everyone was crowding in that area for photo-taking and to see their families. likewise, i was finding familiar faces to take photos with. the entire atmosphere was damn intense. i was perspiring all over. the photos i took weren't really well groomed! yuck.

last but not least, I SAW YUTING!! haha. SHE CAME TO SEE ME!! HAHA. SHE'S ONE OF THE PERKIEST PEOPLE I'VE EVER SEEN! I LOVE HER SO SO SO MUCH!! GIRL, YOU BETTER BE SMILING WHEN YOU'RE READING THIS. HAHA. SMOOCHES TO YOU!!

happy now?

i'm happily MYSPACING now. i'm so proud of MCFLY. there were the music makers for grad night 2006. dougie still rocks by the way:)

Just My Luck.

2006-09-19T18:27:00.000+08:00

Kim's over for the day!
We're hooked on myspace
:)
Oh my. Fel's like head over heels.
DOUGIE? Haha.
TBJ :D

2006-09-15T17:56:00.001+08:00

after countless days of intense revision, i'm finally here to update. actually, it's not as "intense" as you think. i haven't really been stressing much at all. i don't know if it's good or bad. judging from the past week, i think i screwed up some papers. i think i sorta screwed up maths. can you believe it?! FELICIA TOH SCREWING UP MATHS!! not saying that i'm egoistical, but i think i wasn't really myself during the paper? don't know what was wrong with me and i don't wish to brood about it anymore. time to MOVE ON.

i managed to finish the geography paper on time. i felt pretty good about myself:) i hope to score well for my humanities. or at least, do better than before? i think i was emphasising more on my humanities rather than my sciences this time. which is therefore, not a very wise decision to make cause i'm taking a freaking national exam here. gosh. i'm so doomed.

chemistry was a total killer. i was already stuck at the first question. i've realised that mrs teo sets really mind-boggling questions. the answers may be found in the text, but the way she sets the questions just makes my mind ponder.

physics and amath one was pretty alright. i don't think i'll do that well for amath cause i spent the whole of yesterday trying to juggle the both of them. the problem is, there wasn't much time to do topical revision on each yesterday! i had tuition after tuition. that explains that fact why i slept at 1:45am this morning. my mind was concentrated with math equations. i'm gonna look like the next albert einstein. not the brains, but the looks. HAHA.

the weekend is finally here! i've got two days to relief my brain from all tensions of past papers and to carry on with the remaining amath two and science mcq! i can't wait till tuesday. even though it's the end, but it's the starting of a whole new torture:( if you get what i mean.

i'm still contemplating on whether i should go swimming tomorrow. or should i study amath? i THINK i'm gonna stay at home. but then again, i may change my mind:)

grad night is in one week!:)

2006-09-04T11:10:00.000+08:00

oh my sweet SWEET JOAKIM! :)

i can't believe he got eliminated. no doubt he doesn't have the best vocals in the competition, but you gotta admit that he has improved during the last spectacular!! especially when he sang MY CHERIE AMORE! gosh. i was intoxicated. imagine him telling me that I'M HIS CHEIRE AMORE!! :)

joakimjoakimjoakimjoakim!! :)

alright. that's enough of excitement this morning. i read the LIFE! section of today's newspapers. it seems like nathan's gonna sing for the ChildAid concert at the end of the year again! Whoo. i'm gonna ask claire if pb's gonna perform. i hope so! cause I WANNA BE IN IT! okay. that's WAY too much excitement. haha.

in exactly one week's time, i'm gonna be in the school hall taking my emath prelim papers. how freaky is that. to think that the actually o level is gonna be way more tense.

the september holidays have started. i've already planned out my study timetable. let's hope that i can actually follow it. haha.

i love joakim 100%! hahaha.

2006-09-02T14:42:00.000+08:00

Today's a saturday. Let me see..

I can't swim cause I'm being visited by my BEST FRIEND. Why did she have to come so early this month? Haha.

My family has gone for this swimming function. Obviously, I can't go. I wouldn't know anyone there if i went anyway. To think they're enjoying themselves over there while i'm stuck at home. Bored stiff. Probably admiring Joakim's pictures. WHOO. I still can't believe he got eliminated. Singapore Idol is not worth watching anymore:(

Today's gonna be damn dull. Urgghh.

Please, please, please
HELP ME
-mcfly

2006-09-01T14:39:00.000+08:00

I can finally access blogger! Been attempting so many times but unfortunately, failed. I guess the computer likes me now! Haha.

These few weeks have been pretty hectic. The prelims started already. I already scrapped through English and Social Studies. Not forgetting the unsuccessful Science practicals I've had. Gosh. My results were so unexpected. But of course, I changed certain "errors" to what i thought was right. [ fingers crossed ]

Social Studies went kinda well for me. Thank goodness I studied Industrial Restructuring! If not, I can just forget about getting my 25 marks for the structured essay. I feel so proud of myself:) Oh well, I was like done with only three-quarters of the last source-based question when the time was up! I was pissed. To hell with the healthcare services in Singapore. Everyone's healthy now anyway. Blahs.

Yesterday was the Teachers' Day celebration. Most of the teachers were dressed in glamorous Indian costumes. Miss Thanabal and Miss Leong looked hot. I love Miss Leong's groove. So makes me wanna get up and dance. Haha. Many many ex-seniors returned to their alma mater yesterday. MANY. Even you-know-who. I was surprised? It's been a long while.

Went to the gym with Kim, Jan and Delvinder yesterday! It was a last minute decision for Jan and Del to join us! Haha. We wanted to swim. But looking at the weather, better not. Next alternative, the gym. Del and I thought we could pass through as members. Unfortunately again, the woman at the counter was smart. She demanded a membership card from us. Flushed, we had to pay that $5.25 for entrance fee. BOO. I lost 70 over calories by running 1 over km on the threadmill! Oh well, I bet lunch was enough to replace those calories already. Damn!

Del had 4 free passes to Wild Wild Wet! But it was only meant for family members. She gave us a false alarm! I was damn upset. Haha. Judging from the fact that I never been to Wild Wild Wet since it started functioning? SIGH.

Had lunch with Kim at Pasta Mania. The Al Funghi was enough to make me sick man. I didn't finish my food. The sauce was super cheesy! Yuck.

Went studying with her at Starbucks after that. She ordered some Rasberry thing while i taxed their water. Haha. Amath rocks, by the way:)

Went for tuition after that. Was 10 mintues late!! Mr Ong liked the present Germaine and I bought!:) I gave him my teachers day note too! He's such a lovable guy. Did I say that I love him? Whaha.

Kim! Thanks so much for brightening up my grounded period! Haha:)

I'll be waiting for you to get your driver's license to drive me home soon! Thanks for the entertainment yesterday:)

2006-08-09T10:44:00.000+08:00

I'VE GOT NATHAN'S ALBUM!! :)

i rate the album #1. everyone should go and buy it. a perfect ear soother for jazz fanatics.

Pure Imagination

Come with me and you'll be
In a world of pure imagination
Take a look and you'll see
Into your imagination
We'll begin with a spin
Trav'ling in the world of my creation
What we'll see will defy
Explanation

If you want to view paradise
Simply look around and view it
Anything you want to, do it
Want to change the world, there's nothing to it

There is no life I know
To compare with pure imagination
Living there, you'll be freeIf you truly wish to be

If you want to view paradise
Simply look around and view it
Anything you want to, do it
Want to change the world, there's nothing to it

There is no life I know
To compare with pure imagination
Living there, you'll be free
If you truly wish to be

ahh. the wonderful memories of Child Aid concert 2005. hearing him sing really gets me mesmerized into deep thoughts.

my eyes are hurting today. i'm craving for a red bull.

i'm out.

2006-08-06T19:24:00.000+08:00

I LOVE N_ _ _ _ _ H_ _ _ _ _ _!!!

he's simply the perfect one. the looks, the sound, the jive, the brains. the whole package! :) i've got my eyes on him.

was listening to one of his tracks kenneth sent me! it's called Thinking of You. i'm so thinking of him now alright! haha. a great jazz song with a slight tinge of pop in it. ah, how lovely. imagine him singing it would be like a jazz paradise.

this weekend was kinda laid back. went swimming yesterday! swam 30 laps non-stop. at least there's something to my satisfaction. the sun was like blazing hot. thank goodness i didn't get burnt! well, maybe a little on the back. sheesh.

went to this place in upper east coast road to have lunch. at the same time, to celebrate my dad's birthday. happy belated, dad!:) we ate teochew porridge. nothing much. food was kinda tasty. but i didn't finish my porridge! haha. i love the east coast neighbourhood. everyone's like so polite and friendly. PLUS, there's many cafes to hang out with girlfriends. lucky thing i live near there. shall cycle there one day to have coffee with my dearest mr. hartono:)

tuition at night. that's where the day ended. how nice.

AS FOR today, woke up early to go to church. i was damn sleepy, i swear. i can't remember what the priest was taking about. oh well, at least i did my prayers. i hope god will answer them!

i collected my grad night gown today! i'm so proud of it, really. i can't wait till THE DAY comes! which will be in freaking one month's time. but firstly, i gotta scrape through prelims. one thing that i hate. have you guys started mugging yet? haha.

i did one amath paper today. how very accomplishing. i'm on to my emath paper after dinner, hopefully! i went jogging with good'ol daddy today! we jogged all the way to upper east coast road. wanted to stop for gelare ice cream. but nah, our efforts would be wasted! and jogged back home. played badminton with genevieve after that. she whacked the shuttlecock into our weird neighbour's house! considering the fact that our neighbour had a mental mind-set, we gave up trying to get our shuttlecock back and ran into the house. we have such integrity, don't we?:)

oh no. mum's yelling for me to go down for dinner -covers ears-
i'm out.

2006-08-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

this week's been rather hectic. there were tests and more tests. but it was still manageable. even though i have a grave feeling that i wouldn't be able to do well for the math tests. oh screw it. i'm gonna do some intensive mugging this weekend, no doubt about that. how i loathe the weekends now. even though i so look forward to it during the weekdays. ironical.

other than that, i'm here to announce that PRELIM IS IN 25 DAYS!! looking forward to it? so not.

i'm damn thirsty now. must've been the spare ribs and the pizza i ate just now. so fattening! nevertheless, i'm gonna lose it all out from the 30 free-style laps tomorrow. haha. i miss the pool!:(

bumped into wess on my way home. we did some catching up at the nearby soccer field. that area is like so perfect to sleep in! dunno. maybe it was just the cool gust of fresh wind that made my mind drift aimlessly. haha. then comes anton! that guy is so huge and funny. maybe we should have more of these catching-up sessions at night!! they wanted me to join them in playing pool all the way in lavander! so badly that wess called for my mom from the ground level to her room to seek for permission. LAME. she didn't allow anyway. plan backfired!

i think MCFLY is like one of the best bands ever. I LOVE DOUGIE POYNTER!! with that, i've decided to rename myself as Mrs Felicia Efron Poynter. i'm also, in a way, conncected to the lovely zac efron. haha! just saw this intriguing video of those lovables. of course, there a little porn included of those guys. which makes the video oh-so-good to watch. haha:) shall upload one of their videos here soon.

PS: dougie unseemingly looks hotter each time i see him! i love my dougster!:)

it's now 12.23am on the clock. i'd better turn in already. swimming tomorrow!:)

i'm out.

thanks ALOT for the dinner today!:) oh yeah, you gotta forgive those waiters. they're newbies. haha.

2006-07-27T15:21:00.000+08:00

today's been really warm. i can still feel the heat even though i'm all washed up! plus, my monthly friend just arrived last night. imagine feeling warm and sweaty, not forgetting dirty, all at the same time! how wonderful this is gonna be. :(

school was pretty slacked today. mr tan was away for the interview and we had the first period of amath to ourselves! and the piece of integration worksheet he left us to do. to four eight's horror, he entered the class during the second period and started returning our test on integration! thank goodness i passed. i still love mr ong. haha.

lopez's lesson was the worst. since it was the last lesson of the day, eveyone started becoming restless and they obviously couldn't be bothered to listen to that woman. everyone was burying their heads on the table one by one. she even threatened to make us stay back for remedial lessons! but i'm sure not a single soul will turn up. :)

i cannot stand my seat! i'm seated beside gwenda's row, and she's always distrubing me. she took my mirror, eraser and umbrella yesterday and refused to return! not fogetting that one hellva painful massage she did to my neck! i thought my aorta was gonna burst, seriously. as for today, she stole my water bottle and i was left dehydrated in the morning till i managed to get my bottle back during recess. I'M GONNA GET MY REVENGE, GWENDA WONG!! muahahaha. and what so funny about my face that you always laugh whenever you look at me??!! GRR.

there's gonna be an emath test tmr. co-ordinate geometry and graphs. i guess it'll be a breeze. didn't plan to study much for it though. haha.

damn, i'm having cramps again. must've been the chocolate biscuit jan stuffed into my mouth today. i need the toilet!!

2006-07-25T17:52:00.000+08:00

new layout! nice eh? this makes me wanna buy a new guitar to add on to my collection. it'll be my fourth one then! am still at the process of saving. no worries. :)

school today was the usual. except that our prelim timetables were distributed to us. i almost fainted. PRELIMS ARE IN A MONTH'S TIME!! i guess i'd better follow my mom to novena every saturday. haha. i hope god will answer my prayers!

watched the short film natalie created for our class that was gonna be presented on grad night. the effects were freaking cool. wonder how she did that. hmmm. at least the picture of me and my hideous short hairstyle was taken out. better pictures of me were being added. :) i like sam's the best. that water-pole-dancing-men-lover-cum-craving-for-$2-bread girl. hilarious! i almost laughed my head off.

i've got freaking amath tuition later. eh no, I LOVE MR ONG! haha. i love amath! :)

i haven't started on homework yet! let me see, there's chemistry and emath. shall i finish it all tonight? ehhh, don't think so. i seriously gotta start mugging on my other subjects. like i said, prelims are in a month's time!! oh god.

tomorrow's chemistry practical. i don't wanna fall asleep in her lesson again.
i'm out.

2006-07-23T01:11:00.000+08:00

i'm finally updating after a month and 11 days! yay me. haha. i've been super lazy during that period of time. SUPER. i feel like deleting my blog. no one reads it anyway. i'm still pondering..

i gotta cut some slack man. been taking my mind off the academics ever since the weekend of the dance night! the performance was superb by the way :) i love vanessa and her moves! everyone was damn glamorous. i went with dearest KIMBERLY!

PS: thanks babe, for helping me get free tickets! >.<>him. but hell, he remained a speechless, self-centred, stuck-up person for whom i, myself, don't know what i see in that fella. GOSH, i was stupid then. NOT anymore.

And all the girls, WOOT! haha. I love my clique the best! Melanie, Melinda, Vera, Clarice and Anna! We rock 10.30!! not forgetting the Johns and Justin. But, the momentum ended exceedingly fast. By the time i know it, confirmation was over and everyone headed straight home. :( someone, played me out and didn't turn up! i wonder who? haha.

as for this weekend, i watched pirates! i seriously don't get the whole gist of the movie. but you gotta accept the fact that johnny depp is hot. haha. the person who was sitting beside me spilt coke over my pants and scared me infrequent times! what a good way to enjoy watching captain sparrow in peace. haha. but overall, the movie was enjoyable. :)

swam many laps in account for the amount of saturated fat i've eaten during the movie last night. boy, i really felt satisfied after that! went to parkway to have lunch with my family and then headed to church for the Rite of Sending Forth. it's like the last time i'll ever get to see my wonderful class of 10.30 again! memories will linger.

it's 1.38AM now. church later. bleah.
i'm out.

2006-06-11T21:41:00.000+08:00

I'm finally back from camp!! But I'm more of on the pessimistic than optimistic mood about my homecoming. It's depressing because it's just so fast!

Saturday, 10 June 2006. I met Melinda and Vera, my two lovelies at the bus stop outside church. It's been like super long since we last met? Like seriously man. Except for Meli, of course. We registered at 8.30am with our lighter camping bags compared to last year's. Oh, we met Melanie too! I missed her. This year's camp was certainly more unexpected! Cause there were so many unfamiliar faces among the crowd. Guess it being the most important camp in order to get confirmed.

Started our first session at St. Stephens. We had to do a reflection on the different incidents that happened in our lives that has left a huge impact, on a piece of drawing block. As if one drawing block isn't even enough to pen down all the extravagant memories in my life?! But still, I managed to. It was kind of crampy though.

We certainly had more free time than the other camps we've had so far. At least for the first day. Like duh, it's a retreat! Not exactly a camp. Sheesh!

Let's talk about the food. As usual, it didn't really meet up to the expectations of us, the highly cultivated and civilised confirmands of OLPS. Eating camp food was equivalent to eating raw food at home! That's because nothing can beat the scrumptious home-cooked food! Mmm. Oh well, at least they met our expectations by filling our famished bellies!

Wash-up time was a complete and hectic routine everyone had to go through during camps. All the girls were like rushing for the showering facilities! Ultimately, there was only 1 cubicle used for the showering of us, girls! All the luck we had for camping over at a boys school, huh? Plus, it's a primary school? The little 'toddlers' doesn't even know how to pee properly! Due to the lacking of shower facilities for the girls, Vera, Meli, Mel, Clarice, Anna and I marched straight to the boys bathroom. I swear it was super awkward at first! They boys were like cursing and swearing at us outside the bathroom when they realised that there were girls in the boys bathroom! It was kind of hilarious. Haha! Being a girl sometimes, do have advantages! (:

Stayed up till 4am on Saturday night. We sneaked out of the school compound to watch the World Cup at Frankel! But got caught by good'ol Kenneth. What a pleasant surprise. Went over to the boys sleeping area instead of ours to chat. If old Kenneth knew, I bet he'll be chopping our heads off! Spent the whole time till 4am chatting with the guys and doing lame shit. They're a bunch of losers, i swear. Kenneth Luke Fong sang me a jazz song!! I love you Kenn!! I'll be your number one fan!! (:

The rest of the camp was filled with mind-relaxation activities. We spent 40 mintues just closing our eyes, doing some sort of yoga! It bored the hell out of me. Was dozing off rather than to imagine myself in a deep forest, watching a squirrel running across the field! All thanks to Max and his attempt on his many years of prayer experience.

Last day of the camp was all you all know, today. Was pretty devastating to some. Including me.

Sometimes you just wished that he knows it again? But then again, you have second thoughts, as you are afraid that the exact situation would occur this time if he finds out. Oh conscience, I need you to lead me in the path of righteousness! Not in holy stuffs this time, but in other ways and means! Including that.

Closed the whole retreat with the Rite of Election mass in church. He was freakin' dao. But i kind of like it. Okay, whatever.

N, I miss you lahh.

PS: I miss Kenneth!! You better sing me nice jazz songs okay!! I'll be waiting. WHAHAHA.

Con 4 retreat rocks,
but Con 3 camp rocks harder. :)

2006-06-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

Hey all. Spend almost the whole day out. Whole afternoon, in fact. Went swimming at Eastpoint Green for a couple of hours under the blazing hot sun! I look like a roasted duck now. Haha! Oh well, nothing's gonna stop me from loving swimming as a sport huh!

Went to Eastpoint Mall to have lunch after that. Even though it was nearing 3pm.. a little late to have lunch. The food in the foodcourt sucked! I'll give the nicely renovated place an 8/10. But the food sucked big time! My family didn't even enjoy the food. Mom complained that the cuttlefish dish was one of the worst she'd ever tasted, Vanessa had very few pieces of chicken in her chicken rice, Genevieve.. (well, she never complains! :D), Dad.. (he's more of the you-guys-complain-while-i-eat kind of guy) He's such a laugh off. As for me, the vegetables in my fish noodle tasted raw!! Yuck.

Went home at 5.30pm feeling dead beat. Wanted to nap for awhile, but couldn't cause Zac and Cody was gonna start at 6.30, and I realised that I've still yet to read through Redox Reactions for Chemistry tuition later on. Bleah.

Lee Huey so rocked my world. She gave me the chance to finally understand Chemistry, which I've never been able to achieve in the last 2 years of learning. I LOVE CHEMISTRY!! That's something that I wouldn't say, would I? Haha!

Tomorrow's church. Gonna go out with my lovely family after that!! Shopping, here I come!! :)))

PS: Zac and cody are just too irresistable. Why the age difference between us? Haha! Eh no, I'm supposed to like Zac Efron instead! :p

2006-06-02T22:21:00.000+08:00

Hola! It's Friday today! Whooptidoo!! Been so desperately waiting for this hectic week to end man. Was really packed with tutorials and more tutorials. Can't believe that the Chinese O's was on Monday! Time passes really slow- especially this week!

Had Chemistry in the morning today. Mrs Teo was kind to us today. She even encouraged us to enjoy some "relaxation theraphy" during the holidays! And I thought she would want us to bury our heads under piles of books! Maybe at certain angels, she isn't as mean as I thought. Scary teacher, but good friend. Haha!

Biology was the worst. Mdm Aznah went into the topic on Inheritance and she completed it in two days- 4 hours altogether. I mean, she's practically rushing through the syllabus! Sam and I were like totally blur during her lessons since yesterday. All the terms are making me way confused than I thought. Just imagine with the other 2 sciences I've got to take! Sheesh. I think I'm way lagging behind. Gotta come back up!

What the hell am I doing. My main intention to come online was to update my blog, and perhaps to browse a little for entertainment news. I thought I could take about an hour or so? In the end I just realised that I'm up here for 2 hours! How addictive the computer can be to one. Ironically, time passes real fast as I'm sitting here. What a graceful bliss.

It's the Balloon Hat Festival tomorrow. Should I get my family to go? Bet the crowd would be a total stampede from the way I saw it at last year's festival. Haha! Gotta study now. Later!

2006-05-31T22:26:00.000+08:00

hello blog!! it's really been a very long time since i've updated. i'm just too busy! and kinda lazy too. hah.

school's been really hectic at the moment. have to go back to attend tutorials one after another during the holidays. BUMMER. plus, not forgetting the tonnes of homework, given by our oh-so-wonderful teacher. i'm so gonna die. i've only completed the geography exam paper and part of social studies. which isn't much. i seriously got a LONG way to go. all the best, felch. ):

went back for band today. fiona and i decided to perform for the concert coming up in july. part of the reason was that we missed going for band too. it was just inevitable. now the feeling of band has been instilled in my head. why didn't i treasure that feeling 3 years ago? i guess that's what they call, murphy's law.

i haven't been studying today. it feels so uneasy! goes to show how majorly geeky i am. 8) another routine of tutorials tomorrow. chemistry and biology. i guess i can take that.

in a million years.

i'm out.

Zac & Ashley are looking so hott!!

2006-02-19T16:24:00.000+08:00

the weekend's coming to an end. I WANT MY MOMMY!! i just loathe sunday's now. cos there's school the next day. it's so fuggin irritating. i wanna quit school.

tomorrow will be the chinese mid-year exams for the sec 4s. and here i am keeping my cool. lalalalalalala. gosh. i better start revising now even though i have no idea on what to do study i shall do it. all done in one breath. haha. lame-o.

this weekend's so shitty man. had to go back to school for extra band practice for the feb 24th concert. the rehearsal was kinda in a chaos. half a day wasted just like that. sheesh. could've gone swimming. =/

stayed at home the whole day today to study chinese. after church, that is. alright, i think i've crapped enough for one entry. i shall go mugging now.

i'm out.

2006-02-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE! chingay's over. like FINALLY. no more sacrificing of saturdays. i can finally get down to swimming. whee. after many practices, we've finally made it down at orchard road. it was a blast! hope i shed a few pounds? hah.

this week was a BAD week. on monday, i couldn't really attempt an Amath test, got caught for socks a little above the ankle! like that's a crime?! what happening to the staff of sac man. DAMN THEM. and i got picked on by my chinese teacher. on tuesday, biology teacher gave me a zero mark for my progress card cos i didn't attend the tutorial. bloody hell!? on wed, juraimi gave me and the leaders a piece of his mind. expecting us to do everything. like hello, did it every occur to him that the sec 4s and 5s are kinda busy this year? hessuchafugginarsehole.

thursday and friday went quite well, i think. if something bad did happen, i would type it down here wouldn't i? hah.

today was the o level results. our school did well. WE HAVE A HALF DAY ON MONDAY!! WHOO. as a reward for the teachers i guess. this is what i call pressure man. our school will definitely raise the standard due to their great achievement. how pleasant. this year's papers are difficult? that's total bull.

exhausted after band. combined with concert band for Djembe spirit. there goes juraimi and his black-faced friend again. hello.

2006-01-28T18:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! :)

the period finally arrives where there'll be holidays! even though it's only 4 days, is still something!

school's been BAD. the moronic teachers have been pouring tonnes of homework down my student's companion every day. DAMN THEM. i, being a helpless geek. would do them! like DUH?! 8) but if i'm too lazy to do, i'll just use sam's tonne for referencial. ;) i even have tonnes of work to do during this CNY season! DAMN THEM EVEN MORE.

i don't understand physics, someone help! :(

i feel fat. like there's layers and layers of spare tyres conquering my body. haven't been swimming nor jogging for ages! GRR. my tan is going to be vanished in no time. :( BOO HOO.

i'll be looking forward to 25th march. heh :)
anyone wanna come?

2006-01-23T17:12:00.000+08:00

hey all. it's been a really really loooooooooooonnnggggg time since i updated this blog. been shit busy these few weeks, i swear. i feel like deleting this blog. no one reads it anyway. HAH.

just came back from Camp Corri a few days ago. should i say that i miss it? hmmm, the feeling of 'highness' is over now. i'm just keeping it as a wonderful memory. wow, what a sweet words could i ever say besides that. was deprived of my sleeping hours at camp. i just knocked out for 4 hours on my couch when i reached home. didn't attend the birthday surprise for karen. i'm sorry babe! anyway, happy 16th birthday!! :)

chinese new year is coming!! WHOO!! another 4 days of joyfulness awaits. x)

gotta study my sciences today. damn.

i've got a fever
i'm hot
i can't be stopped.

2006-01-08T18:57:00.000+08:00

happy new year 2006! or did i wish this in my previous entry. arrr, whatever. hah. school's in and funs out. gotta really mug for the o's now. that's what everyone says. GRRR. going back to studying makes me sick. waking up at 6am makes me sick-er. BOO.

Teachers of 2006

English- Ms Janice Lim
Emath- Mrs Grace Heng
Amath- Mr Tan (like wth?!)
Chinese- Mdm Xie (duckduck goes quack quack)
Physics- Mrs Yip
Biology- Mdm Aznah (hi to you too)
Chemistry- Mrs Teo (are you a tigress?)
SS- Mrs Lopez (uuuuupphaaattttttbbbbbloooooooodddddddyyyybbiiaaatttccchhhhhhh)
Geography- Ms Janice Lim (hello again)

tomorrow is another week of school. i hope it goes well! i'm gonna do auditions for the newcomers for band!! whooooo!!!!! it's gonna be sooooo funnn!! *clapsclaps*

i'm like some deprived child.

2006-01-01T22:50:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the new year countdown. spent it with cherylynn and valerie. had a GREAT time!

we stood around the side barriers so that we could capture celebrities such as hartono. to say it again, i ain't a fan alright. just trying get rid of my hyperness over a good looking hunk. x) everyone say "like real, fel". HAH.

3dash1 performed first. i liked the new remix of The Rainbow Connection, a song that was sung by the muppets. haha. really cute. i like the choice of music from the 1st runner up of the School of Rock. though i've forgotten the name of the band. the female lead was a contestant of singapore idol! they kicked her out just because of her appearance. how mean is that. she looks better now. :)

the teenage icon winners were the real rockers man. first off was shariff. he sang Eyes on You and another song from usher. i also forgotten about the title.

SHARIFF HAS HIS EYES ON ME!! =D =D =D

hartono's performance was indeed the best! HAH. he sang Crazy Little Thing Called Love and did a mix of Come Fly With Me and Fly Me to the Moon. his voice was awesome. :)

HARTONO SMILED AND WAVED! =D till infinity!

the party lasted till 2am. the three of us dance to the hip-hop music the DJ played. the crowd was so wild alright. there was this drunkard in the crowd and he was scaring three of us to our wits end. especially valerie! poor thing.

happy new year everyone! study hard for O levels!

why on earth am i talking about studies now.

2005-12-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

tomorrow's new year's eve!! whoo!! i can't wait for the sky symphony countdown party! it's gonna be so fun. mum got the tickets for me, valerie and cherylynn today. $19 each! no sweat man.

i guess i'm gonna have a really laid-back day tomorrow. gotta need a lot of rest for the countdown! just imagine i have to go to church on the following morning too. urghh.

hartono's performing! wheee!! haha =D that's something to look forward to. *wink*

2005-12-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

christmas is over! at least, the one on the 25th december. oh wow. how time passes so fast. oh well, there's still 7 days to go before christmas is offically over! urgghh. i hate the feeling. i feel pissed. you know those pissing days when you wanna achieve something so badly, but no matter how many times you try, YOU STILL DON'T ACHIEVE IT! argghh. sheeeeet. i'm pissed.

spent almost the whole afternoon in school today. i'm like freaking tired?! my whole body is aching all over. i even skipped my lunch for band! GAWD. i never did that. haha. see how committed i am. HAH. everyone let's roll our eyes now.

was ordered to go to school tomorrow for a rehearsal for the orientation. since it was so last minute, i called off the whole thing. haha. well, i sensed that most of us couldn't be bothered to go. too bad for thanabal then! =p

5 more days to school.

grrr. this is suckfication.

i'm free tomorrow! guess i'm gonna use that time to finish all homework before school starts? arrr... I HATE SCHOOL.

2005-12-22T16:21:00.000+08:00

went to my previous alma mater with vanessa and genevieve this morning. vanessa got into SAC. expected! i thought she'd be the future yusoff ishakian. LOL. meanie.

wrapped my books for next year, today. there were so few of them! about half of what i bought for the past 3 years? yup.

my forehead is peeling! yup, ever since i got back from that sentosa outing with PB. sigghs. now i have white patches all over. =
Amath tuition is later in the night. i managed to attempt all the questions for mr ong! so proud of myself. now, i just gotta find motivation to get my school holiday homework done. BLEAH.

TQ here i come!! :)

2005-12-20T17:00:00.000+08:00

was kinda laid back today. stayed at home to watch Wonderful Life. a new korean series my mom's colleage lent her. storyline's pretty hilarious.

oh ma gosh. the new school term will be starting in two weeks! can't believe the holidays flies so fast. and i'm not even done with my pile of homework yet. hah. bummer.

Amath tuition is later tonight! damn. i don't even know how to do the homework. BLEAH.

busted is so cool. it's such a pity that they broke up.

i think james bourne is hot. :)

2005-12-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

went to shirleen's place for the first time in my life today. we were supposed to be studying our own stuff but we ended up talking most of the time. hah. besides, i can't do any of my Amath homework. not forgetting the english summary! argh. stooped up tuition. i wonder what will happen to me if i didn't do. hmmm.

yesterday was the band farewell for the sec fours. the turnout for sentosa was kinda pathetic. only 9 people went? all were seniors. we had a blast of a time! settled down at siloso beach. erin, gwen and i sun-bathed while the rest went kayaking. the sun was like really, really blazing. but still worth a tan. hah. i kayaked too! proud to say that i'm not bad for a first timer! X)

we went into the hotel near the beach which i forgotten the name of it. played daytona racing with cherylynn, the usual game i'd always play. the rest were outside playing pool and table-tennis. it felt like we were staying in a holiday beach resort okay.

after a second round of tanning, we planned to go home to change for the barberque at night. the stooped garang guni man chased us away from washing up in the hotel! STOOP. gwen and erin managed to get in though. lucky babes.

took a cab with angela and wanying to mel's place. more people turned up for the barberque. that's a good thing. the bad thing was that it rained while we just started the fire!! like whadda hell?! all the food kinda gone to waste, but a few of the seniors managed to cook them after the rain had stopped while the rest were upstairs watching the last episode of the Rainbow Connection. hah.

played a few rounds of games and left for home in a cab with cherylynn, grace and erica. reached home at 11.30pm? yeahhs. my skin was awfully pain! and it still is! owwww.

i'm out.

2005-12-14T23:43:00.000+08:00

had my first taste of english tuition today. it's kinda alright. the teacher looked kinda gay. hah. loud and funny? not so sure. but it was definitely better than the english tutor i had back in sec one! should i continue? i think i should. heh.

went out with church gang. seriously, i think we should have a name for ourselves. i'm always saying church gang when there are so many gangs in singapore. hah. met vera, amy and meli to have lunch first before going to Vally 8 to meet the guys. they were kinda amused by my fantasy story about my 3 day peformance. hah. i can just go on about mr hartono okay. *blushes*

vera, amy and i didn't play pool with them. i can't hit the ball for nuts alright. so we went over to macs and ordered large fries with mayo and sweet chilli!! mmmm. best meal at macs man. sat down till the whole gang came over after their game. we started talking crap for awhile, before moving on to parkway.

settled down at yoshinoya. the guys were planning to play a prank on vera. poor thing. one on dec 1st, another on the dec 13th. hah.

after shopping for vera's shoes, the gang brought her to the top level of Roxy Square and wanted to force the thongs they bought from TopShop over her head! lol. but that babe was quick man. in the end, john2 had the thong over his head. lol. PLAN FAILED.

ate dinner at Burger King's before going for english tuition. the john's are offically the lamest people i've ever met. not forgetting shannon too. hah.

i'm out.

2005-12-12T22:06:00.000+08:00

today wasn't as bad after all! despite it being a monday.

i slept around 2am this morning. had my usual insomnia routions again. bleah. i hope it doesn't happen tonight though. woke up around 8am. today was the jogging date with meli, bobo and john1. we were going to bedok reservoir! instead of meeting at 9am, we met around 10? yeah, an hour late. expected.

bedok reservoir was huge! but comparing to macritchie, it was nothing. meli and i "ran" together for the first few kilometres. we were so slow that bobo and john had to retrace their running steps! goodness. i wonder how did i even survive in my 2.4km run. the guys, as expected, had good stamina. balls.

ran with bobo and john for the last kilometre? just that 1km and i wanted to collapse. heh.

walked to meli's house to chill down for awhile and i had to leave them from bedok interchange to get ready for my study date with dearest shir! hah.

we met at 2 plus? i was the late queen once again. hah. spent most of our time at bedok library. we were like freezing our guts out okay! we stayed there for 3 hours? imagine two fifteen year olds studying for such long hours on a december holiday. lol.

we made complete fools outta ourselves today. dunno what's gotten into us. i think hartono made me high. hah! alright alright, this has nothing to do with him.

had a light dinner at macdonalds and left for home at 7pm.

tada! another wonderful day spent. i don't think tomorrow's gonna be any better. hah.

2005-12-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

new template! focusing on my dearest DOUGIE. *drools*

alrightie. this week had been a really hyped one! especially on the 6th-8th. hah. percussion band performed for Child-Aid! many many young and talented artistes were there. it left me really dumbfounded. hah.

hartono really impressed me a lot! hah. i like his jazzed up voice. it's no wonder that he won the teenage icon of the year. :) not to mention, hot! hah. his dressing room was just opposite us! that's really cool. i always have the goosebumps whenever i wanna leave the dressing room. but it was cool. i didn't overeact when he passed. heh.

i took a closed up shot with him. how's that. tara! argh, i gotta get those photos from her!!

the other Child-Aid performers were really good as well. fiona, poohney and i kept on singing ONE from JazzKids. hah. that was a really classical broadway musical man. i wish i could go back to those few days!! argh.

to sum it all up, everyone did a great show! especially hartono. *SMILES* =D

tomorrow's another day. going to bedok reservoir to jog with meli, bobo and john. i'm gonna take up an ultimate challenge of running 4.8km this time! let's see if i can do it. heh.

i'm out.

boredd.

2005-12-04T22:54:00.000+08:00

church today. went for the 10.30 mass, after a long while. haha. saw meli and bobo. didn't see *ahems* though. siggh. oh well. let's just forget, forget, forget!! :)

went to suki sushi with aunty lee huey and family after mass. the sashimi tasted so good! i devoured every single bite of it. yum yum!! i get bloated up real fast when it comes to japanese food, i must say. i feel so darn fat now!! argghhh. diet. starting tomorrow!! wheeee.

spent the whole day out at plaza singapura with mummy, vanessa and genevieve. the malls are just so congested nowadays that i have no mood to shop. even my mom. i bet she'd gone broke too. lol. especially after treating us to yummy gelare ice cream!! we really made holes in her pocket today man. sorry mom!! haha. but she was willing to though. heh.

i got too full after eating all the ice cream that i had to skip dinner. couldn't even eat a chicken wing! hah. oh well. i'm still quite full now actually.

watched the star awards just now. jeanette aw and michelle chia were glamorous. haha. ;)

mending.

2005-11-21T22:27:00.000+08:00

spent almost the whole day at the swimming club yesterday. immediately after a swim, ate lunch, and then went to bowl. whoa, it was like a non-stop work out! haha. woke up at 10am this morning, feeling the painful aches on my body. now it's gone! haha. amazing how the pain could heal so fast? :)

was supposed to go to Changi Airport to study with John1, BoBo and Vera darling today, but the plan backfired cos vera had to pack for her one week trip to Europe!! arghh!! that babe is just so lucky! oh well, she couldn't. so i didn't go in the end. :( mom didn't really want me to go too. heh.

i did my Amaths homework today! haha. i'm so proud of myself. but i think it's gonna take some time for me to complete all. with all the distractions here and there. haha. lemme see, there's still Chinese, Geography and Physics homework to be done! oh yay.

meli is still upset over what happened the other night. i don't think there's much that we could do.

i'm listening to SUGARCULT. that's what AMY DEAREST recommended me. :)

go away.

2005-11-18T14:59:00.000+08:00

life is just so mean to me. it's never fair. it's never good. it'll never be. everything's like so topsy turvy these few days. even my friends are telling me some stuff which might not be so pleasing to my ears. not hurtful, but not for me to hear it. it's really been upsetting me a lot. i know they meant it for my stride, but right now, i'm pretty hurt. not mentioning about feeling so stupid, too.

i dunno what am i suppose to feel man. i'm lost in love. don't worry, i wouldn't do anything foolish just for this matter. but once i thought about what had happened lately, it makes me wanna break down again.

VERA: thanks for being there on the phone to listen to my crapiness. errr, it's not crap, kinda like what's troubling me? yup. :)

MELI: so that little white lie was to make me mentally prepared huh? errr, i guess it kinda helped. i wasn't so shocked when the phone call came. haha. thanks anyway. :)

church camps had always been giving me a really good feeling for a long periods of time. it did give me the exact feeling this year, but the feeling didn't last long. i don't think so. sighs, i feel so vulnerable right now. dunno what i'll do next. i wasn't even in the mood for band practice today. thank goodness juraimi didn't say anything. he was kinda disappointed about me forgetting to wear my name tag though. heh.

a part of me says to give up, cos it'll never work. however, deep down inside tells me to live up to what i really yearn for, even though it's not possible. besides, miracles DO happen right? i just gotta be lucky enough to be that girl.

now i just gotta hope and pray.

i wanna be the luckiest girl in the world.

devastation.

2005-10-24T17:34:00.000+08:00

today was results day. got back most of my papers except for geography. i'm so devastated okay. i failed chemistry, biology and ENGLISH. hur hur. i couldn't believe my eyes at first though. but realised that my english wasn't as good as expected. yeps. saddening. :(

i swear i'm gonna study hard this november and december! must do well for Os next year! currently, my sole desiration is to get into TP. haha. that's all. i hope god will grant me my wish. PLEASE.

band has started since the exams ended. have quite a few performances on the way. 2 of them clashes on the days of my church camp on 12-14th! arghh. but i won't be going for the performance on the 12th though. haha. i'm a strong believer in the catholic religion! honest! :)

this week would be the last week i'm gonna have tuition. whooo!! then there'll be a 1 month break in nov and then resumes again in dec. how sad. guess i gotta study like hell man. never mind, it's for my own good!

PS: i can't wait to go jamming!! :)

when you're down, and lost, and you need a helping hand.
when you're down, and lost along the way.
just try a little harder,
try your best to make it through the day.
oh, just tell yourself ;
I'LL BE OKAY.

-mcfly

yep. i'll reflect on this paragraph in the future. thanks a lot guys. HEE :)

2005-10-11T10:50:00.000+08:00

the major exams have started!!

had social studies and science paper yesterday. can't tell you how much information was stored in my brain then. now it's all released in those pieces of trash, all ready to be graded by the teachers.

today was the e math paper 1. it was pretty manageable. i hoped i didn't make any careless mistakes. if not, i'll just burn the whole paper.

my nose was leaking like a water tap. totally sucked! i was sniffing and coughing, trying to clear the phglem outta my throat. i think i sounded pretty disgusting. me and horrible flu bug. hello there, nice to meet you. i've been you've chosen to stay with me for the time being eh?

tomorrow's geography. i hope the essay questions would be more striaght-forward just like the mid-year. i definitely do not wanna stare at the paper for an hour and a half tomorrow.

dougie dougie dougie!!

2005-09-24T23:08:00.000+08:00

i went for the second youth mass today. it was pretty cool. this time i invited kimberly darlingg!! i invited shirleen too but she was just too lazy to go. PIG PIG!! hahaha =p.

met kim and karen at the bus stop at the back of my estate. waited for awhile till karen's bus came and she went off. thinking that the 229 bus wouldn't come, kim and i took at cab to olps church. haha. i paid! be then it was 8pm. just in time for the mass. HEE. we sat down with liana, nicole shan and another friend. didn't sit with darling meli today though. sorry babe! too squashed up around your area. haha.

i saw a**n. he's so hot. but too skinny? am i right, liana? hahaha. kim and i stayed in church for awhile to eat the free food that was provided for us. of course, we can't allow this rare chance to slip away can we? hahaha. we ate cream puffs!! yum yum. i think kim darling ate more than me. LOL. she called bev to come. she did. haha. both of them look so funny together. oh wells. i screamed and waved at them when my dad drove me and meli back! hahaha. so fun! arrr, can't wait for the next service.

i studied for almost the whole day. struggling with ss and physics. i loathe ss man. LOPEZ. arrr, she can just eat my faeces. haha. don't even understand a single fact she's talking about. all i can do is to hope and pray ^O^ / haha.

DOUGIE!!

2005-09-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY LAOGONG YXS!! WHEEE!! i spent the whole day with him in tw yesterday. LOL. i think i'm going insane. anyway, i love him to bitsss!! love you love you muacks muacks!! =)))

had amath extra class in school today. how torturous. had to be in school at 10.30am. everyone was late anyway, including mr tan! loser man. haha. SAM didn't come today! she's having her usual nasal flu again perhaps. she sounded too phlegmy over the phone that night. hees.

was supposed to go for a meeting about the PFA shirts thing. but i got poh hoon and tara as my back up. so i went home to rest before coming back to school for band at 3!! HAAA. however, got told off by juraimi about the usual habit of not wearing our name tags. even i got pointed out. how embarrassing! i mean, everyone forgets?

i'm going swimming tmr!! wheee~ i wanna transform my fats into muscles! haha. weekend's here! argh. school'll be reopening soon! dammit. plus, i gotta have a horrendous sunday with those pampered little brats again. bleah!!

I LOVE MY LAOGONG!! =)

2005-09-02T22:40:00.000+08:00

IT'S THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!! WHOOHOO!! i'm freaking happy man. no more seeing faces of teachers for a week!! :) but no, they just had to give us extra classes during this break! how sick!! there's still CCA. urgghh. i wanna study study study instead! hahaha. X)

now listening to Eternal Faith by 183 Club and Jason Hsu. It's so soothing to the ear!! haha. okay, whatever.

got the exam time-table today. so fast! the way they arranged the subjects into the different dates were horrible okay. imagine having social studies and combined science on the same day! madness. mr tan didn't even make amendments to the tentative time-table. bummer!

the schedule for the lunchtime concert were given out too. HEE :) i hope people will support the band!!

our CME project isn't done. i don't even plan to do it. i have delvinder, vanessa and cheryl in my group. i doubt anyone's gonna do anything. oh well.

after school, went with meli and kimberly to siglap macs to have lunch. meli met pullat and they sorta hanged out for hours! kim and i left early cos i desperately wanted to go home. no use being a flower pot eh? haha. took bus 40. chatted during the LONG wait. haha.

i can't go swimming! argghh. it's that time of the month again. i guess i'll have to wait till the last sat of the september holidays? oh man. that's next week. me and my fertility... wahh!

2005-08-31T21:36:00.000+08:00

it was teachers' day. i had to wake up at 5 in the morining just to please thanabal. oh my gawd. she expects us to report at 6.15? i had no choice but to ask the band to come half and hour earlier to do their make up and hair. so tiring!! even my dearest poh hoon got scolded from her mother due to this matter. lol. i'm sorry babe! performance went kinda well. i hope i get compliments from teachers! please.

i got told off by thanabal in front of the whole band for the moving back of instruments. urghh, i can't stand that bitch. think she's some big shot. it's not only me, most of the seniors think so too! ARGH.

celebrated melissa's farewell. she almost cried! i was only there for the cutting cake part. how sickening. haha. i'm gonna miss her! we'll see if the other teacher-in-charge would be as good as her..

i met geraldine, joanna and angela and we went to my place for lunch and for me to bathe after a tiring morning of performing. stayed there till sam called me to leave the house for the interchange to meet her. we were going to her house to do our biology project! X)

sam's house is like super huge and so modernised! i wanna stay there. haha. we had loads on fun while doing the project. sam even imitated -------!! wha, that was super hilarious okay. i laughed till i could shake the whole house down. LOL. we had more than than seriousness in our project. i think. =p

btw, i didn't know geraldine could pole dance! O_o

2005-08-30T20:32:00.000+08:00

This is another shot from the photo shoot on saturday. haha. all leather! but this picture is without my dad. lol. i'm so mean right. =p i wanna have another shot! X)

today had the final full dress rehearsal after school. it took so much of our time! urghh, hated it. i reached home around 7 plus? feeling so dead beat alright. i feel like going for a relaxing spa to ease my mind from band or something. haha.

tomorrow's teachers day. someone might be coming back. oh my. should i, or should i not? hmmm...

damn, i have to be in school by 5.45 AM tomorrow! how sick is that. reporting time is 6.15 AM, but percussion band needa meet up early to do up the hair and stuff. oh! and tomorrow's gonna be melissa's farewell party. how sad. we're gonna get her a big cake! for juraimi...? a bigger cake. LOL!

after that i have to go to sam kee's place for our biology project. i wanna watch tv!! haha. i sound so deprived. anyways, i hope there'll be some interesting chinese shows to watch on channel 56! haha.

i've yet to research on my biology project. ahhh, i'm too lazy to do it.

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GERALDINE CHONGG!! YXS belongs to me okay!! don't think you can break us up just like that!! remember what i'm having in my tummy!! lol. he just called me just now to apologise for your actions!! he said you were kinda drowsy? haha. he loves me and i love him too!! you can't break the bond girl. hahaha!!

i'm eyeing on youu!!

2005-08-28T01:06:00.000+08:00

today was the day of my second family photo shoot. it was like a whole day process. had to stay in the goddamn freezing studio for hours bodoh! we had the casual shot first. it wasn't very nicely done. i prefer the second shot, where the whole family was dressed in leather! i feel super luxurious man. like i'm some hot chick in town. lol! here's a shot, i think my family looked damn cool. haha!

oh, i already found a future job in case i don't excel well in my studies. i already sent my application form to be an image consultant in that photo studio. the salary is mouth-watering man!! haha. the future is unexpected. X)

had dinner at port quay. left for church around 7.30pm. reached there around 8pm. met melinda, vera, amy, amos, ziko, ashvin. all of us squeased into one long bench! haha. i was sitted at the end. felt super extra okay. everyone had friends to talk to while i don't. how loner can i get?! my only friend was my dearest amy darling. haha. we had fun keeping each other company ehs? haha.

the whole group left with another group to eat prata after mass. didn't wanna stay in church for supper. too packed. we walked all the way to Frankel and found out that the shop had closed! obviously we weren't thinking properly that all coffee shops have closed down since it was already 10.30pm. haha. everyone was thinking if we would buy instant noodles at Carltex or to order from the 24 hours macs. lame! in the end, we walked to siglap macs and chatted till 12am. the next day! haha. although it was quite lonely, but i heard many humorous talkings here and there. haha. maybe i should go out like this more often! =p guess i gotta open up more huh? sighs.

2005-08-26T21:05:00.000+08:00

let me update about yesterday first. it was my chinese oral! GOSH. i didn't have a proper oral conversation with a chinese teacher since primary 6? the orals i had in lower sec was just reading a story to the whole class? haha. now it's like you have to have a face-to-face conversation to the teacher who's sitting on the other side of the table. damn freaky! especially when it's chinese. english is on monday. i hope it'll be smooth-sailing! X)

we had 2 tests today. physics and chemistry. i have only 1 word to say. FAILURE! seriously. i couldn't even do a single question for chemistry. Physics? i realised i made quite a number of mistakes. there are many tests next week too! urghh. what's the world coming to.

oh, i had a little emotional breakdown during the rehearsal today. it's kinda shocking for me to just breakdown like that. oh well. sometimes you just can't help it? the band is getting quite outta hand. even the seniors are getting pissed. the band had a good scolding from us, seniors, today. i really hope they'll get it into their thick skulls to cooperate with us! what happened to the band spirit 2 years ago? sighs. however, people did come up to console me. appreciated it loads. for those who said sorry, please make sure you mean it. thank you very much.

geraldine said i cheat?? girl ah, how can i cheat on my husband like that? we'll love each other till death do us part! xp

someone appeared today. my heart fluttered. =)

2005-08-23T21:57:00.000+08:00

i'm sick and tired of listening to her nags everyday. i'm even living under the same shelter as her. i'm going INSANE. chinese chinese chinese. is there anything else she could nag at me about? now the thing is that i'm gonna be grounded till i meet her expectation for chinese. whoa, that bitch is really getting on my nerves man. who cares about her anyway, i'm not improving it for her. i'm doing it for myself. ME. FELICIA TOH. i don't need her to control my life.

got back a few tests today. i scored amazingly well for the amath test on functions. whoo!! after adding a few marks for a careless mistake. dunno what got into mr tan that day. he gaves us so many chances to redeem our marks.

got back chinese too. at least i passed by 1 mark. haha. it was because of this stupid test which made this conflict between me and my mom happen. argh. why chinese.

tomorrow's band. arghh. another 3 hours of misery. gotta disucss with the band on the teachers' day performance. bleah!!

dearest melinda : thanks for being my listening ear during my most darkest moments! i love you lots gal :)

2005-08-20T22:03:00.000+08:00

it was flag day today. had to wake up damn early. about 7? met shirleen at 8.15 at bedok control station. reached eunos around 8.30. we knew we'd be late cos we were waiting for cindy chantel agnes geraldine and angela in the platform while we saw mr tan and the rest of our classmates downstairs at the meeting area. haha.

when all of us gathered, we went to get our tins and left for tampines. being our first stop, we sorta went around asking people in a bunch. haha. but the people there were too stingy! so we left for marine parade after around 45 minutes of pestering people to donate. haha.

marine parade was so much better! almost everyone i approached donated to my tin. almost. haha. geraldine natalie and i got chased out of the entrance of parkway! it was so embarrassing. haha. but anyways, we went over the marine parade promanade and approached people. we walked till the front of NTUC fair price and hanged around there. it was blazing hot! we stayed there till 12.30 then we went back to eunos mrt to return our tins. had a bubble tea on the way back. hee. stawberrieee!! pink!! =)

tomorrow's church. dammit! oh well, at least i'm having a break this week from those noisy, irritating bunch of brats. haha. it's our gathering session for the confirmation threes. xp

now listening to K one's yong gan qu ai. it's damn nice. haha. kido's cute. hee =D
Geraldine sent me a few of MACHI's songs last night. so punk rock rap...whatever you call it! i can't believe andrew's voice sounded so kiddy last time. he's definitely grown hotter now man. X)

lala

2005-08-19T22:24:00.000+08:00

dougie poynter is super hott!! x) this photo was taken on their day when they were shooting their video for their brand new single I'll be Okay gosh they all look way mature and way hotter. haha. i sure do have many boy idolism! haha. oh well. they're hot. how can i help it? *faints*

school today was alright. had 2 tests today. amath and emath. amath was alright. emath? i don't wanna talk about it. haha. haven't had the time to check it. damn! just hope to pass 2 of them. haha.

band kinda sucked. we're still quite unprepared for the teachers day performance. many of the juniors are still unsure about their parts for the song. urgghh. looks like erin and i will have to teach them next wed. BLEAH! oh, next week will be a hectic week! it's gonna be my orals and the many many days of rehearsals for teachers day itself. DAMN!!

speaking of orals, i think i'm gonna speak mandarin to my family this weekend. see if these few days of mandarin speaking would do any good for my orals. haha. for english? i hope it goes well. go through the TYS passages and pictures! yupps. :)

i can't believe GUITAR had their CCA cancelled today! no fair. angela and geraldine went shopping at J8 after school today. wahh!! they were gonna meet yanxingshu later. they helped me to convey the message to him to come back for dinner! i'm gonna make a candle-light dinner for only the both of us! =)))

Torture

2005-08-16T18:47:00.000+08:00

i gotta sore throat! arghh. and tmr's the audtion for the lunchtime concert. what luck do i have! firstly was my mom, then my grades, then this. hmmm.. is this part of the 7th month thing? haha. okay i shall just keep my mouth shut. =X

today's chinese test was DIFFICULT. i lost 7 marks cos of the lack of time. i'm devastated! and who knows, i might just have many careless mistakes on the first few pages of the paper. alright, it's final. I'M GONNA FAIL. ):

i'm feeling quite stressed up lately. there's 2 math tests on friday. the chemistry teacher is giving the class loads of problems. hmmm, let's see. i shall go online again later to discuss with delvinder about the physics presentation tmr. urggh. then i shall go study my amath and chem! okay, schedule for the night has been settled. haha.

just read geraldine's blog. she's laughing at my dream! how dare you!! haha. it's true k. he REALLY called me that. =p and i love him loads! don't forget, i'm gonna be married to him! =) alrightee honey? LOL!

silent tears.

2005-08-14T21:24:00.000+08:00

I HATE MY STUPID DAMN LIFE! my mom is taking away my freedom. which means that i can't go out with my friends. as a matter of fact, she's like controlling my entire life! the latest rule from her is that if i don't get at least a 70 for chinese, i'm gonna be grounded. what shit does that bitch expect from me?? what have i done to offend her?? GOSH. she's like getting on my nerves already. i told her i needed a private tutor. all she had to say was "We're too poor to afford a private tutor for you". oh fuck. is this what i get for scoring badly for my mother tongue? how can i get a 70 if she doesn't give me the sources i need?? WHAT A JERK!! alright, no use moaning isn't it? all i gotta do is TRY. i'm gonna prove that bitch wrong!! i'm feeling so agitated now.

today's a sunday. helped out with the primary 2 catechism. i have trouble getting along with the girls. so i tried the boys. they were super naughty, but super cute. haha. i like nicholas. but he's too cheeky for me. oh well! i was complaining to raymond about my problems with the class the other day. i guess he had a chat with the p3 catechist about it. felt so embarrassed. he must've thought that i was the most problematic teen in his class. haha =p

tuition's as usual. mr lee cheated us for time. he used his chemistry lesson to chat about nonsensical stuff. in the end, we merely had about an hour's lesson instead of half an hour more? haha. but it was fun sharing secrets with the girl beside me. love her lots. (:

gotta improve on my mandarin no matter what? any ideas anyone? haha. i know. listen to more 183 club, KOne, FIR, 5566 and other chinese songs! haha. watch MVP valentine! (: LOVE LOVE LOVE!

* zhe shi ji yi zui chu de ai ("v")

baby now i need you by my side.

2005-08-11T16:38:00.000+08:00

HELLOOO!! =)
today i wanna update about Concert by the Bay! haha. should've done that looong ago. but was kinda worn out after the many hours of standing and screaming for various idols especiallay 183club and KONE!! ahhh. we were so high can i tell you? =DDD

firstly, there was this sports carnival in the morning. so technically, there was no school. WHOO!! i took part in the 8x50 relay race. 3.8 got in first! hooray!! all thanks to me being the one who started it all off. =p kidding! the sun was blazing hot and everyone was damn sweaty after the whole event! geraldine and i were like so anxious for the carnival to end cos we wanted to get good places to stand for Concert by the Bay! haha.

Geraldine, Brenda, Joanna and I met around 3pm at Raffles Mrt station and then took a train to Marina Bay. we were kinda clueless on the directions to the concert being our first times wandering about that ulu place ourselves. but we followed the huge crowd and founded the way there ourselves! well done! (: we had to queue up beside the road for long hours okay! i felt like some stalker. but it was fun! we made friends with the people queuing up in front of us (:

the time came when the barriers were opened for all of us to enter the concert field. everyone was rushing like mad! we entered a priority area right in front of the stage! the best part is that we weren't even supposed to be there! we needa produce a ticket. haha. but we hecked it all the way... lols!

FIR's performance so totally rocked! i was jumping and screaming for them even though i didn't know the songs nor the band well. haha! geraldine said the guitarist was cute. i think he looks like TORO! LOL. i think the song Love. i had a blast of a time humming it. (: sigh, all their songs rocked. =) oh, and there was this new band called Machi. i think andrew is a total hottie!! he blew flying kisses to the audience before leaving the stage. HOTT!! haha. being in the first row beside the barrier, everyone began to push us aside cos 2 members of Machi went downstage to sing! like wth. i was squashed up like a pancake? haha. i managed to touch the hand of the one who took off his top! haha =)

KONE's performance was fantastic! i totally loved the way they danced as sang. drop dead gorgeous! haha. too bad i didn't know their songs, if not i'd be screaming the verses with them! i'm torn in between li yang and kido =DDD ahh i can't stand it! i wanna get KONE's album! haha. First love is nice. x)

finally it was 183club's turn to perform! i was screaming my lungs out okay! too band yanxingshu wasn't there! i was devastated! i made such a big board for him and it turn out that he didn't come. BOO!! but anyways, the rest of the members of 183club made a fantastic show for the fans! huangyurong and wangshaowei waved at us the most! huangyurong was looking at my direction a couple of time cos he wanted to see what i wrote on my board! =p when he eventually strained his eyes to see my board, he waved back at us! OMG I CAN JUST FAINT PLEASE. i was screaming mainly for wangshaowei and huangyurong! =) 183 totally rocks my life.

the going home part was a nightmare! i reached home at 2am! the four of us had to take a 15 min walk from the concert to the mrt station. it was a human congestion please. everyone was like tiny ants going inside their anthole from my view afar. the trains were super packed! i even thought of camping at marina. LOL! oh well. i reached home safe and sound on tuesday night. HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!! will be looking forward to more concerts in the months to come! =)

ilove183club.
iloveyanxingshu.
ilovehuangyurong.
ilovewangshaowei.
ilovemingdao.
ilovezhufanggang.

i love concert by the bay!

i'm wanted by you.

2005-08-04T18:21:00.000+08:00

*growls* i'm hungry. okay, here i am complaining that i'm hungry once again. i'm such a pig!! gosh. i hope i won't gain many kilos. i look bad enough already! *weeps* oh, alright. dinner is in half an hour. i think i can wait till then. =p

let's see. life so far has been pretty hectic. got loads of tests during the week. got back my progess card and i flunked AMath. can you imagine? me? failing the subject i pressumably score quite well in. sighs. i'm such a failure this time okay. go on, laugh at me. ha ha. but at least i did better than last term's results! err, cheer for me? hooray.

let's talk about band. the attendance is kinda falling. but gwen mel and i have already spoken to the whole band about it. we really do hope that NONE of our bandmates will skip practices. if not, they'll be suffering under us i can assure that. >.<

there's no homework today! whoohoo! so i took up the afternoon dividing my physics file. i didn't really follow mrs boo's instructions though, ahh heck.

AMath tuition later. more white hairs!! arr...

i'm out.

love sick.

2005-07-21T20:51:00.000+08:00

didn't go to school today. i'm ill. had this flu virus. temperature at 38.9? insanity. i couldn't even walk properly while going to the see the doc. urgh, i hate that feeling. i'm not fully recovered yet, though. so i'm not going to school tomorrow too. most probably. i get to skip band! happy? sad? i guess i'm neutral. hee =p

let me summarize my life right now. hmmm. i'm the president of percussion band! ^o^ it's kinda hard to believe though. always thought my good'ol pal pooney would take the role. why must she be the vice-head?? argh. oh well. it's just a matter of me getting used to the lead role...which i'm definitely not used to it, YET. haha.

the teachers in school are giving us loads of tests this week! on monday, i had an A Math test on coordinate geometry and straight line graphs. i'm so gonna fail?! tuesday, Social Studies standard test. i didn't complete it. bleahh~ wednesday, Geography test. the questions were so difficult that i wrote total rubbish facts. haha.

tomorrow is the 183 club sing & autograph session! ahh... i can't wait. i hope i can be well enough to scream for them tomorrow. haha.

i'm out.

don't try to tell me what to do.

2005-07-05T21:28:00.000+08:00

probably it's me, and part of my luck too. been having a baadd start to the new term. i'm fine with the rest of the subjects.. but SS! arr.. i hate that subject to the core alright. i'd do anything to spit on it! the subject alone is enough to kill me.. now the sickening teacher is here to make my life miserable! i've been spotted twice for not doing my homework. ( it's not like i didn't do or anything, i did the wrong thing at the wrong time! basket. ) that fat bitch told me to go rtc too. but i didn't. =p she didn't even realise i wasn't there anyway. stupid fat ass. sorry.. i got really pissed off today by her. what a mother f***er! *fumes* who knows this coming lesson on thurday i could expect for the worse. god, please no!!!

alright, enough about her already. i'm sick of even thinking about it.

the first week of school was fun. our timetables were changed. our recesses are scheduled so late in the morning! 1145 is the latest! and that's tomorrow.. wth. gotta gobble all i can afford during tomorrow's breakfast then! heex >.<

went to bedok macs after school today with meli, shir, kim, gloria. met amos there. haha. he brought his ipod and we listened to All About You. all of us were like giving free entertainment in macs. xp did most of my homework there before going home around 4.

went home to complete more HOMEWORK. i've got no life. just plain studying. heh! i loathe it completely. guess i can only chill in the night huh? BORING. oh well, at least it's something. =p

tomorrow's another day. damn. oh.. announcing of new PB leaders will be tomorrow. go POONEY!! lol.

i miss my husband! =)
i'm out.

dougie, i love you!

2005-06-24T17:23:00.000+08:00

well well, what can i say? the few weeks of the june holidays has passed from seconds, to minutes, hours, days, weeks... and now's like the last week of the hols! BOOHOO!! how i loathe returning to school again. yuckk..

drumming fest in the third week was a blast! although the amount of hours we had to practise for a day was really hectic, the Click Clakers sure had a grreat time together! :) Group 6 were made up of a few tpians who were really easy to get along with. had a wonderful time cooperating with them. fiona and i were occasionally being disturbed by yisheng and changyong. lol. those boys just enjoy the sight of scaring me out of my wits. so annoying!! but come to think of it, i sure miss those teasing sessions. ha-ha! sighs, really missed those 4 days of intensive practise for the drumming fest. what a plesant way to spend my hol. :) made many few friends too! :) :)

spent today with genevieve and uncle celes. supposed to meet him at orchard mrt at 11, but was late, as usual. so met him at 1130 instead. ha ha. went to Heng's Cafe to watch both genevieve and uncle celes devour their morning tea. i was on a special diet! xp so i merely stared at them as they ate. went to Borders for some book-reading after that. that bookshop is like bloody expensive! one book generally costs $20++? that was kinda shocking. after a few hours in that highly-classed bookshop, bought Chicken Soup for the Teenage Souls IV and TOTP magazine using uncle celes's voucher. i felt the guilt alright! but who cares. LOL. xp

now chilling at uncle celes's office. i'm hungry-period. but i'm restraining myself from eating those tempting desires i see on his table. yes yes. just finished browsing through the magazine. my husband, dougie, so rocks. :))

2005-06-02T18:20:00.000+08:00

wednesday-

band started at 2pm. we practised the same old samba again. sometimes you get too sick of something when your practising it for so long eh? but it's fun i guess. i used to enjoy coming for band every week. but ever since that BITCH entered. whoa, i can tell you man...she drives most of the seniors nuts. looking at her makes us sick! -pukes- you think you're like some POPULAR chick or somethin eh? critisizing people everywhere. wait till i set up a poll among the whole band and see how POPULAR you are eh? why don't you just fuck off and leave everyone in peace. i'm sure the whole band will be happy just like before. BIATCH.

left at 0530 for home cos i had to prepare for the concert in the night with meli, vera and anton at the esplanade! whoohoo! everyone dressed so casually. unlike mine. ewww. haha. anyway, we arrived just on time for the concert! thank goodness. otherwise we'd be locked outside till the interval. by the time we reached city hall mrt, i rushed with meli out of the station and through citylink mall. anton and vera were taking their own sweet time man. lol. i rushed like i was part of the amazing race team. vera's shoes came out a couple of times and i caused meli's aching foot! lol. sorry babe! just wanna show anton that running does work instead of brisk walking! oh well, but he proved me wrong in the end eh? dammit.

the concert was in a grand hall. i didn't know the durian was so huge inside. it looks kinda small from the outside though. the concert hall was made up of 4 floors altogether? the depth was long man. the decorations and the lightings were so modern! i love the esplanade. haha. it was all about Theatre Idols. where different script writers have their scripts performed out by various actors and actresses. we audience had to pick the best story out of the final 3. i can't be bothered. heh. the 4 of us left after the 2nd play! lol. everyone was like gonna fall asleep soon. next was the fun part! we had our photo-taking all around the esplanade and walked over the the merlion for some fresh air and more pictures! too bad my camera went dead on me the last minute. ahh. i'll get meli to send those to me. hee. when i reached home it was already 12 midnight? haha. i got my whole family staying up waiting for me. oh man.

thursday-

band practice for today and tomorrow was cancelled. whoohoo! went out with mama and kong kong with vanessa ans genevieve. went to the newly built adoration room at st peter and paul's church. had my own prayer time and we left for raffles place for lunch! i ate dim sum. haha. it's rather good! yumm. we left for takashimaya after that. i went to Books Kinokuniya and realised that hui shan said was true!! it where all the japanese hunks all hang out to read comics. my heart nearly stopped beating when i saw them. i kept going round in circles admiring all of them. all of them are sooo C-U-T-E!! until i left the rest waiting for so long and we had to leave for home. damn! i could just stay there forever. oh well. i'm sure to come back SOON. muahaha. =DD

i've got A math tuition later. ahh. someone save me from my hell please. another 1 and a half hours of torture. HELP!!

2005-05-31T20:31:00.000+08:00

thursday-

it was the last day of school. i rushed to the music room striaght after school to help move the instruments to the first level for the performance the next day. i invited meli and kim over to my house! we turned almost everything upside down! lol. probably just the attic cos we spent most of our time there. mcfly music was in the air. eveyone loves them. WHOO!! we were just chilling upstairs when meli said she was hungry and we went down to have vanessa's cookies and punch! haha. we had a fun time taking pictures upstairs too! meli still have yet to send me those.

friday-

had our performance at bedok green primary school. our pieces were;

Peter Gunn- played by sec 1s, junior and senior band
Interplay- junior and senior band
Sabre dance- senior band. MOI! :)

i didn't really thing our music were very entertaining towards the kiddies cos it was kinda loud and many of them were covering their ears especially when we were playing samba. most of them were talking throught Sabre Dance! i think the school made a mistake in inviting us? cos our music were wayy more enhanced than their nursery rhyme twinkle twinkle little star. haha. at least the teachers appreciated it.

i went out with yu ting and fiona after the performance! i love my two pb babes! we went tampines mall. boring. cos they had to leave early to meet their form teachers. we watched madagascar. that show was funny. haha. yu ting told me that she wanted to sleep while watching it. can slap her face man. lol. i liked the so called, squirrel. haha. took neoprints. but i can't upload them to the computer. damn. oh well.

i met mr tan with my parents at night. little genevieve came along. haha. he said quite complementary remarks about me! i was kinda shocked. haha. as long as my parents are happy, i'm fine with almost anything.

tuesday-

went to school for practice for the balloon hat festival. everyone was kinda slack cos our main objective was just to attract the people in sentosa to buy balloons through our well-lived music. haha. each balloon is sold at $5. anyone wanna buy? i dunno about you, but for me it's like expensive? gosh. how greedy can the charity get boy. fiona came today! she was sick yesterday. oh i miss my pb babe! haha. i was so bored to death yesterday cos no one was there to accompany me during breaks. of course there's still yu ting my other babe! haha. but she had to learn her parts for samba. awww. but today fiona and i had fun chatting till the cows came home. haha.

2005-05-22T18:44:00.000+08:00

exams are finally overr!! whoohoo!! the chilling sensation has arrived baby! :)

got back results. i'm CONTENTED with it. listen, i've never said i was contented before ks. this is the first time i'm happy with it! :)

english - haven't gotten back overall
e. math - 66.7 % B3
a. math - 72.5 % :) A2
chinese - 51 % ( that's the only subject i'm not happy about ) C6
geog elec - 77 % :) A1
ss - 43 % ( kinda expected it, really. ) E8
pure chem - 60 % B4
sub bio - 77 % :) A1
sub phy - 62 % B4

ta-da! overall i'm quite happy with myself la. despite all the failing subjects. oh well. i can always try harder in the next exam. now i gotta plan my schedule for the june hols. i wanna go swimming everyday! i really gotta keep up with that sport man. don't wanna lose my touch on it do i? :) yupps, shall go swimming whenever i do not have my monthly routine aka period. ha. i hope to be under a coach real soon and take part in competitions. that's just a dream for me. hees.

i went for the council interview on wed and fri. the first interview kinda sucked for me. never did i expect myself to get in for the 2nd round of interview. amazed? probably. haha. the 2nd round was kinda interesting though. not so much of an interview i must say. oh well, let's just hope for the best! :)

tomorrow's the vesak day public holiday. man, i think i'm gonna stay at home with my whole family and rot again. can't go swimming cos i've got the sickening period. urgh. it deprives me of my favourite sport! dammit.

right now, gotta go get ready. have a prayer session later at lim chu kang. bleahs.

i'm out.

2005-05-11T11:38:00.000+08:00

whee~ a math is over! the paper was kinda easy la. i don't expect high marks cos i know i screwed some questions here & there. hmmm, maybe an A2? haha =p.

tomorrow's e math paper 2. shits. i'm freaking scared for that one. all the graphs questions will start appearing. ahh... i hate it! i have to sit there for 2 hours trying to ponder my brains out. bleah. oh well. everything will eventually pass... and soon it'll be EXAMS OVER!! whoohoo!!

i'm going out on friday! finally. haven't been going out with my friends since hari raya haji? haha. yupps. now you know my life is so depriving. =(

i'm out.

i can give you anything
but my love

2005-05-09T11:18:00.000+08:00

i guess it's seriously time for me to update. it's been 2 months. kinda lot of events happened recently. some ups and downs. but i shan't mention those parts here. wanna know ask me yourself. heex =p

the exams started last week. it went pretty well for the first few. until social studies came. urgh. the sound of it make me puke. i think i screwed the paper? sorta forgotton all the facts about sri lankan tamils and the sinhalese. ahhs. oh well. it's over. just hope to at least pass it. oh god please answer my prayer! geog? was rather good. i wasn't a single bit nervous. amazingly. perhaps this will pull my humanities up? my humanities totally suck by the way. xp

had chemistry paper today. the questions were mainly higher-order thinking ones. it isn't difficult, nore easy. it's manageable for me. aim? A2? haha. i wish.

drats. e math 1 will be tomorrow. i heard that it's gonna be freaking difficult. better start mugging later in the afternoon. i love a math. but i hate e math. like whadda hell. haha. similarly, i love you, yet i hate you. haha. oh my oh my, i think i really hit the spot. i do like you! *ahems* =)

i can't seem to get you off my mind.
that's when i realised,
you had me hypnotised.

2005-03-05T20:27:00.000+08:00

you know what? i'm beginning to like going for band now. it's all because of my chimes. hahas. i'm in love with it! LOL. the next performance would be on thursday. ahh, i can't wait! get to skip my a math test. hahas. we're gonna play our "classic" concert pieces. wahhs. can't wait to get my hands on the chimes for bayport as well as the xylo for sabre dance on wednesday. hees. i get to

i got back my progress card!! i failed geog. hahs. expected to fail a few, but not for geog? probably for social studies. thankfully, i managed to pass in that sucking subject. hahas. bleah, i only failed by a mark. why can't ms lim be more generous to give me another mark to pass me? besides, it's just ONE mark. xp AMAZINGLY, i passed my physics! i gotta 80 mark for that. don't ask me, i'm quite speechless myself. i got a a1 for my recent physics test too! not being a show off, but i really am overjoyed. =DDD

i practised a math today. started on my TYS. questions there are quite manageable. except for a few "mind twisting" questions. once again, i am a GEEK 8)

have to go to church tomorrow. it's time to choose my clothes for the weekend again. *yippee* just love matching clothes together eh? hahas. i wanna go out tomorrow!! i'm sick of staying at home man. it's boring me stiff. i'm out.

2005-02-19T21:46:00.000+08:00

hey babes! i'm finally updating. hahas. me and my lazyness. -shakes-

had our first performance of the year today. we totally rocked the stage man! woots! the only problem was that majority of the audience were elderly people. very difficult to get them attracted in our music. hahas. we're like the younger generation performing to a few generations earlier than us. the atmosphere was like so awkward. hahas. but we did had fun on stage, no doubt. especially with the new positions and all. i love today's performance! -smiles-

the whole band had californian pizza for dinner today. srumptious as it is, but i was too full to enjoy the whole piece. what a waste. cos i took a light snack before coming to school. damn, shouldn't have. oh well. man, i think i've put on weight already. i'm eating like a pig nowadays. ARGH! must go on a diet starting from NOW! hahas. yes people, felicia's going on a diet again. hahahas...

thank goodness i've finished most of my weekend homework already. rushed through it the whole of last night and the time before i had to leave for school. still left with my 3 articles for social studies and my revision on E maths. i guess it's manageable for me to finish it by tomorrow. perhaps not for the articles, but the E maths revision. duh, i've gotta test the next day! hahas. i feel like a geek now, shall stop talking about homework...otherwise i'll really turn into a geek myself! hahas.

oh and guess what happened? my dearest mable and ashley got stuck in the school today while the whole band was in the bus outside school. no one in the bus even took notice that both of them weren't in the bus! except me. hahas. see what an observant eye i have? lol. whateva. yupps. so angela had to stop the bus uncle and asked melissa to unlock the school gate to look for them. what slackers man...hahas.

great. after all this typing, i feel hungry. wanna go out. oh wait, i'm on a diet aren't i? never mind, shall go on a diet tomorrow. HAHAHAs! =P

secondary 3 life officially sucks.

2005-01-09T17:35:00.000+08:00

hey blog!
okay, i think i might only be able to blog once a week from now onwards? the amount of school homework the teachers are giving me is just too unbearable. it was only the second day when the teachers started pouring worksheets for the whole class! what a school...oh well. can't help it though, we ARE in the upper sec already.

about this first week in school? i think i've learnt quite a lot. not as in studies, but well, in adapting to the life in sec 3. more difficult subjects resulting in the increasing amount of homework! seriously, i gotta start arranging my time management...otherwise i wouldn't know how i'm gonna survive this whole year. tada! another new year resolution for felicia toh. hahs. my class is quite okay. still trying to be more sociable towards those new faces. i am trying! guess what, i'm a sports committee member. HAHA! i never thought my fellow classmates would know me so well to nominate me as one. i presume that it's all an act of SABOISM. bleah...

i'm sticking to my pinky partner in class. shirleen yong. girl! better not leave me alone okay...you're the only closest friend i have from the dinos! pinky power forever! lame. but still, we're quite close in 2004. so i guess it'll be a sure thing that we'll stick together in 2005 :) yes, i've started tuition classes for a math as well pure chem. i must say, the people in the classes are TOTALLY different from 2004. the people in my tuition classes this year are not as noisy as last year. not when he is around, that is :) it's good for me i guess, at least i can put some concentration during the lesson instead getting distracted by the noises. gotta admit one thing...i miss him. tonnes! i was always eager to go for tuition classes in 2004 cos of his presence. however when he wasn't in any of the classes with me this year, i felt that i'm just going for any ordinary tuition class. there's no inspiration for me? sighs. now i dunno if i should regret my past actions i did to him. damn, i'm confused again :S

the 5 day week has finally been implemented in SAC. band practices are on every wed and fri afternoons now. it does have it's advantages as well as disadvantages i guess. advantages is that i'm able to wake up late every sat morning and have the oppurtunities to watch my channel 8 programmes. disadvantages? i have to squeeze time for homework, as well as revision of school work. i used to have plenty of time last year during the weekdays to revise my work, as well as mugging on school work. but ever since CCAs had been pushed to the weekdays, i find my studying time packed? i have to have time restrictions for certain subjects now instead of having my free time to study last year. i guess these are the few changes that take place when you move from the lower to the upper sec? yeah...saadd :(

no doubt i miss 2004 tremendously, i feel like inventing a time machine to replay 2004 again. nevertheless, i'm sure 2005 would be a year filled with excitements as well as challenges for me...as god does wonders in his own mysterious ways! so HAVE FAITH IN GOD!! :)

god bless.

2004-12-28T15:37:00.000+08:00

Just wanna know ya
Just wanna talk to ya
I wanna hear about your day
I'd never leave ya
Never be mean to ya
I'd always let you get your way

Something good will come our way
And maybe this good thing's gonna happen today

If I were honest I 'd tell you everything
But it keeps coming out as lies
It's not a promise
In case you're wondering
It's not some blessing in disguise

But something good will come our way
And maybe this good thing's gonna happen today
Something good will come our way
And maybe this good things gonna happen today

I know romance is not in fashion
And my heart is on the line
If you would be so kind
To help me kill some time
Then something good just might come crashing
From the stars that light the sky
If you would be so kind
To help me kill some time

Just wanna know ya
Just wanna talk to ya
I wanna hear about your day
I'd never leave ya
Never be mean to ya
I'd always let you get your way
Something good will come our way
And maybe this good thing's gonna happen today
Something good will come our way
And maybe this good things gonna happen today
Something good will come our way
Something good will come our way
Something good will come our way
Something good will come our way
La la la la la la
La la la la la
La la la la la
Something good will come our way

i'm back.

2004-12-18T21:04:00.000+08:00

i'm back.
i miss dalat.
i miss the kampong life.
i miss father willy.
i miss father emy.
i miss brother tito.
i miss mike.
i miss vanessa.
i miss boy.
i miss my daddy yos.
i miss james.
i miss everyone!!

but most of all...

i miss my estrada baby!! :(

hospital visit.

2004-12-04T17:01:00.000+08:00

visited wan ying at the hospital today. met grace and ashley at the interchange at 12. ashley is the late queen man. we agreed to meet at 12, in the end she came at 1230 around there. next time tell her 1130 meet man. then she can come promptly at 12. hahaha! mable met us at macs cos her father had to rush home to give her money to go out. how nice of him! cos she and her sister were the only ones at home.

lunch at macs wasn't that big. i ordered an apple pie and an iced milo. it's so unlike me. i usually order a filet-o-fish student meal. oh well, by seeing everyone ordering such light meals, i took this chance to try something new? haha. we took bus 17 to changi general hospital. we saw angela, cindy, cherylynn, halimah and one girl from co waiting at the waiting room. at the same time, we saw wan ying's mother pushing wan ying out on the wheelchair. i feel very sorry for her you know. the moment i saw her, i told myself to expect the unexpected? i never thought an absurd thing like this could happen to us, especially wan ying. the action-borak. lols. i hope god would create a miracle for her soon. the whole band misses her like shit okay! *sobs* we chatted a while with her downstairs until she told us that she wasn't feeling that well. she was then pushed back to her ward to rest while the rest of us had to visit her later. mable, ashley and i made a move first cos mable was supposed to meet her mother in town. was in the train with mable going towards orchard till her mother called to say that she's already leaving for home. we picked a nearer spot to chill, bugis. boring, but we didn't wanna go home so soon. haha. went there just to buy mable's sushi and to look around for her precious levis specs she planned to persuade her father to get it for christmas. haha. we also checked out the new neoprint machines. a pity we weren't able to take prints cos we were broke. as usual. lols. i wanna find a job asap man! feel so guilty spending my mother's hard-earned money just for neoprints. sighs.

came back quite some time ago. blogged for mable cos her computer has a virus. poor thing! now listening to mcfly's album, room on the 3rd floor. mcfly rocks. oh, and not forgetting simple plan too! hahaha...

new piece.

2004-12-02T18:03:00.000+08:00

met mable same time, same place this morning. reached school around 950? angela asked us to record our voice in her voice recorder so that her mother can give it wan ying when she visit her at the hospital. but at the time we wanna record, juraimi came. too late man. so had to wait for band to end till we record our message.

the senior band touched up on our tico tico. sad to say that i'm still struggling with my part. haha. heck man...juraimi already started with a new song. the melody is quite nice. i'm playing the chimes! whoa, i'm damn honoured man. haha. have to play it at a high position. tough, but still manageable. i'm standing beside mable and angela. can talk. haha. mable ar, she play the cymbal damn loud can? wanna make me deaf soon. the notes i'm playing is kinda easy. haha...i'm so happy man. i pity the other mallets...the way they played seemed so difficult. oh well, all the best guys! -winks-

was supposed to follow mable to cut her hair after band. but she last minute changed her mind. fickle-minded man she...hahaha. we ate at bedok macs then we last minute planned to hang around tm. i saw my beautiful specs! damn nice man...i don't mind buying the $98 DOM specs. i'm so in love with it. haha. too bad, i'm broke. my parents are probably not gonna buy it for me anyway. sighs. took neoprints from the new machine then we went home. i feel it's better than the last one we took. at least our hairs were much neater!! lols.

speechless.

2004-11-30T19:03:00.000+08:00

went for band today. damn lazy to go...but still, there's no choice. met mable at 7 eleven there. we bump into ashley on our way to school. she told us some shocking news about wan ying yesterday. both of us were like scared for her? how could she fall from the pfa office all the way to the first floor? it's damn freaky man...i heard she'd lost a lot of blood from her head and she almost broke her leg. no one can visit her now cos it's critical. she was admitted to changi general hospital if i'm not wrong. i damn scared for her can? now the whole band is making paper cranes for her as a small gift.

mrs ethel koh took up around 45 mins of our time telling us about the whole situation. she kept on asking us if we felt okay and stuff like that. we had to tell her our feelings...yupps. poh hoon damn lac can? haha...she went for band yesterday yet she didn't even know about the incident until we told her that afternoon. she's so funny man...haha. in the end, band started around 3 like that. the junior band, as well as the sec twos had to go up to the music room to do our sectionals while the rest of the band remained in the drama room for more consoling cos they were quite close to her.

i could play my part of tico tico one okay...until i found out that i was the only marimba player present today. i couldn't even play when he was conducting can! he would always ask me to play by myself. my heart and hands were like so shaky?! everytime play wrong note. hahaha! up till now i still dunno some of my parts yet okay...next practice can die already...haha. should i go? hmmm...*evil laughs* was supposed to stay back to learn how to make paper cranes for wan ying. but mable and i took so long to learn how to make...so we gave up halfway and went to the market to eat something. hahaha...we're hopeless people in life. LOLS.

false alarm.

2004-11-29T19:56:00.000+08:00

went for angklung band audition today. met mable at 945 at 7-11 there and we walked to school together from there. i was like damn scared okay...dunno if i can shake the angklung properly or not. haha. we reached school promptly at 10. met cindy and grace in school. when we reached the cca foyer, there were no angklungers at sight! when cindy went to the pfa office to find out what had happened, it turned out that angklung practice was cancelled for the day. grace, mable and i were like so fucking pissed man...haha. still remember that phrase in the last entry. lols. cindy said we had to go for band in the afternoon. mable and i were like "what the hell?!" cos we thought we need not go for band...besides, when i called my home about the cancellation, she was like "come back straight NOW". i wasn't allowed to go for band then. oh well.

i brought mable over to my house since we had nothing to do. time passed as we watched the clock turning to 130. then i called my mum to beg her if i could at least go out with mable. after much hesitation, she agreed. *yippee* so yeah, mable and i went town together. it's a pity we couldn't go for band :( we had the time of our lives there okay! went to far east to have our lunch at long john's silvers. walked around. went heeren to take neoprints. it turned out damn fugly...whahas. our hairs were so untidy!! we went to different opticals to try on different specs again. haha. there was this optical called "Optical 2000" at wisma atria. there was no one inside...so we'd figured to just go in to see what's there. one step inside, we knew exactly why there were no customers! the lady was like following your every step! damn creepy okay...we could hear the sound of her shoes following us behind. she scares away customers only man. lols. we left the shop so damn pissed with the lady okay...stuppiiddd.

we went to cine and had a drink at yoshinoya. mable then called someone then we rushed all the way to takashimaya to look for that someone. at the same time, we went to this optical shop and tried on many different specs...this particular pair mable tried was like soooo darn funny on her can? it's rectangular-shaped with the top of the lens covered with orange. she looked damn hilarious okay!! i laughed like hell in the optical shop wearing my school uniform some more. WHAHAHAHAS!!!

we were like damn tired after looking for mable's purple girl. oh well. it's just not fated. just like me and mine. sighs. we took this long escalator up to wisma again to look for that purple girl. failed to find her. dead tired, i bought my favourite japanese pancake from taka and we walked to the train station after that. we sat down for a long while at the train station cos it was peek hour and everyone was like rushing for the train going towards the east. so mable and i decided to wait for a train less crowded than before to board. missed 3 trains for that! haha.

i've got band tomorrow...damn. it's in the afternoon, 2 to 5pm. should i go? hmmm...haha.

fuckology.

2004-11-27T19:08:00.000+08:00

today was the day of our band performance at ngee ann city. i thought the venue was inside...never did i expect it to be in a ballroom! damn grand man. i had to be in my freaking school at 730, so i woke up at 6 to shower and get dressed for the performance. my father drove me to the 7-11 bus stop there cos i had to meet mable. she called my phone so early in the morning to meet her lo...haha. i pitied her, so met her there. haha.

we reached the school at 730 exact. when we were ready to go up to the classrooms, mable suddenly said she'd forgotten to bring her apron used for her group's performance. i had to accompany all the way to her aunt's house in tampines just for that one apron. whadda hell. i couldn't leave her alone right? she's was so damn broke to afford a taxi. whaha! but she had fairly enough i guess. she just needed my dollar. haha. i thought her no one was at home okay...cos no one answered the door when mable pressed the bell. lucky thing the door finally opened! she hurriedly took the apron and a few cash from her aunt and we were off rushing to school. at the same time we called some seniors to ask what time the bus was leaving school. at least we were rushing for a timing! wanted to go there by ourselves...but the bus was leaving at 9 and it was only 745 around there. so we took a bus instead. it did drag our time...haha.

we had our first rehearsal in ngee ann city and it was a total let down! my group had forgotten to take the chairs from the waiting room. angela and melissa were like scolding us...whaha...first time man. after the rehearsal, the whole band had to eat our lunch and wait in the waiting room till it was our turn for the real bam! and guess what, they people told melissa that they wanted the first two acts cut off from our whole performance! we were like so freaking pissed?? we spent soOoO many hours of our precious time trying to get our parts right and they wanted to cancel it!! what the fuck man...mable, ashley and grace made up this phrase. visit the fuckology to release your fuckstration when you're feeling fucked up. lols! i can laugh while listening to the way they say it man. although it was very boring waiting, we had a fun time making prank calls to different callers. hahaha! they used my phone okay! waste my bill only...oh well. make the best out of your youth life! whahas...

everyone was so godamn tired while we were heading back to school. it's like a long journey back from malaysia! mable and i couldn't sleep so we kept talking throughout the whole journey. haha.

both of us went to tampines mall after reaching school. i had an ice-cream at macs while mable ordered her usual student's meal. we window shopped around after that...damn fun okay! we went to the spectacle shop and tried on every spectacle which fancies us. i like the DOM and levis specks!! damn nice man...i bet my parents won't buy one for me...cos i'm already with contacts...damn! we hung around till 530 plus. i'm like damn tired now can? haha. okay...wanna stop now already. wanna watch some tv...hahaha...toodles!

bbq night!

2004-11-25T23:37:00.000+08:00

today was the first night of the band's sec four chalet. we were supposed to meet them at 1pm, but i decided to go for the bbq instead. was supposed to hang around town with mable before we leave for the bbq, but she made her mum angry yesterday night, so she had to stay at home. i sympathize her much. lols. i went with fiona instead. thank goodness. haha. met her at N2 around 625, then we took a no.12 bus to Downtown East. we went to explore the whole chalet area by ourselves without the calling for help of directions...but we ended up stranded in the middle. with no hesitation i dialed cindy'a number for help. haha. in the end she was just a few metres away from me! lols.

when i reached the chalet, grace was the first one who came running to me asking where mable and ashley was. of course, if i'm not going, they can't be bothered to go too. see, how important i mean to them? LOLS. whatever man...the chalet was packed with sec fours. even ex-seniors! they occupied the double queen-sized beds leaving the rest of the band to sit on the floor watching tv. okaaayy. fiona and i dumped our bags together with the rest and went picking our food. i'm the one who damn hungry man...eat, eat, eat. fat, fat, fat. oh well, what do you expect. it's that time of the month again. a time where i gobble up food really fast and digests it damn fast too. haha. shan't tell you what ate. you'll find me such a total pig. lols.

cindy, fiona and i went around taking pictures together. guess what? my camera turned down on me again. the batteries were like dying? stupid camera. use up energy so fast one meh? haha.

i sat inside the room with fiona for nearly two hours plus cos we were watching a bit of Double Happiness II, *Singapore Idol* and a bit of My Mighty In-Laws. sly is just too cute to be true! i'm sure he'll melt every gal's heart man...cos he's already melted mine...whahaha. i still haven't get the tickets for the december 1st performance at the indoore stadium yet! ;((( i guess i'll just have to watch it at home? how utterly fascinating.

my dad picked fiona and i up around 1030 plus. sent her to her house bus stop then we were off to home sweet home. yupps. today was so fun man...was actually having second thought about going to the bbq. thank goodness i went! no regrets! =)

me and cindy inside the chalet. watching television at that time. =)

me & fiona!!

CHEESE!

us outside the chalet. quite small right? haha.

us again.

we were under a lighted tree. can u see? lols.

malacca!!

2004-11-23T20:10:00.000+08:00

my family went to malacca yesterday! it's like damn nice okay. full of shops here and there...made my mother shop till she had barely enough cash to go home! lols. couldn't update on the day itself cos i reached home around 130? yeah, i was dead with all the shopping, eating, shopping, eating. gosh, i think i've put on a few pounds! dieting, here i come! again. HEE =)

we left the house at 830. reached malacca around 1130. my father took the long route there. so yeah, instead of two and a half hours, it dragged to three instead. slept throughout the journey! haha, pig. we ate at this nonya restaurant. my father ordered the whole meal package. comes with free dessert! yum yum. for the first time (not exactly) in my whole four years of dieting, i ate rice! i'm no kidding man. i haven't been eating rice for a looonnnggg time. especially chinese rice! i reply on boiled potatoes and lettuce. heehee. but i don't seem to be getting any slimmer! darn, i guess i really should stick to a strict diet. no snacks, no fatty stuffs, no whatsoever. i'm sounding so outta hand here...lol.

went to jonkers street. i totally fell in love with this certain shop okay. my whole family stayed there like there's no tomorrow. we were mostly attracted to the cute wallets there. there were so many designs to choose from. it's worth RM 2.90 to 3.90! damn cheap man. i bought a white one with simple, yet nice designs. i bought a handbag from there too! it's not really those kind of small handbags...it's quite beach babe looking with nice patterns and it's white too! haha, i'm kinda addicted to white items nowadays. hee. we also visited this acessories shop. we got so attracted to the shop owner's prices for the necklaces that my mother bought a whole bunch of them! she left me to choose which designs i liked. while she chose all those made from real shells. they were so beautiful can i say? we spent much of our precious time in that shop till we were satisfied with what we've got. i really do pity my father. whahahas!

we walked down the whole street, took some pictures. i looked so ugly in them. can't be bothered to upload it here.

visited the main mall in malacca, makota. my mother bought me a light brown skirt from FOS. i liked it! haha. didn't really do much over there. our main intention of going there was just to enjoy the aircon and for my mother to shop around for all her stuff. that was the last place we visited. i was happy, my mother was happy, everyone was happy with what they got. =)

dinner was near this congested street. satay chelup. it was so mouth-watering! it's something like steamboat, but in a more spicy kind of way. i ate a total of 18 sticks! i should've eaten a little slower...my stomach felt damn bloated after eating that 18 sticks. thank goodness i didn't puke! i ate so much yesterday man...i'm sooo fatty-fat! *cries* i hope my dieting will work! *prays*

christmas shopping.

2004-11-21T22:05:00.000+08:00

went to town for mass today. the peter lewis choir was like damn powerful. their vocals were like "wow". i couldn't help but to sing the hymns as good as they could...but in the end i made such a terrible croak whenever i reached some high note. bleah. i'm a terrible singer! =P

ate at some food court near my mum's office. had my usual japanese meal, again. ahh, japanese cuisine is so magnificant! can just eat it everyday man...the food's just so mouth-watering! lol. i'm a totally sushi lover man...whenever it's in my mouth, i can just munch on it forever...haha! okay, i'm a little over-exaggerating here. heehee!

went to the concourse to buy a few chirstmas-y things for the house. spent quite a long while there. choosing the ornaments and stuff. i want a mistletoe!! whahas. i wonder who would be the lucky guy man. kidding! i don't really know how it looks like...is it the little twig with flowers and berries? or is it the circular bush decorated with flowers? i'm confused. whatever! lols.

watched The Haunted Mansion we rented with my mum and sisters. it's goddamn creepy man. one minute eddie murphy was staring at himself through this old, run-down mirror, the next minute he was looking at a zombie-looking eddie! scared the hell outta me man. but it had some hilarious parts too. my rating would be 3 stars? haha. not a single part of the movie was attention catching for me...not really, i guess.

the whole family put up the christmas tree this afternoon! our chirstmas tree is like damn old and it's getting bald, i have to say! putting ornaments on the tree didn't really help cos there's this big empty patch in the middle! damn ugly man. when i asked my mum to get a taller and a more bushy tree, she told me about economic matters that is currently happening around the world right now. okay, fine. i've heard this story for like a zillion times now! haha. no point argueing. we just have to stick to the old oak tree! lols.

not going for band tomorrow cos my mum is taking all of us to a day trip in malacca! how cool is that man? we're gonna shop till we drop, baby! haha. my dad thought of staying over for one night. but i didn't wanna cos i had plans with madeline on tuesday. haha. my mum wasn't comfortable with that idea too. so yeah, it'll be a cool one-day trip to malacca for the whole family! hahaha.

okay, gotta go now. have to choose an outfit to wear tomorrow! *yippeee*

roxy babe.

2004-11-19T17:15:00.000+08:00

i've finally changed my layout! simple, yet nice. i'm so sick and tired of the fairy in my old layout...always not appearing! haha.

16th november o4

i went sentosa together with barbara, jean and not forgetting meli! at first she didn't wanna go...until much persuasion from barbara, she finally agreed. we had sooo much fun can?

we met at 1030 in the interchange. took a train to outram park then we switched to the north-east line to harhourfront. it took about an hour for us to get there. we felt kinda weird cos we're like one out of the zillion people in beach wear. others in the train were either going to work or to malls. haha.

we took a shuttle bus from harbourfront to sentosa. thank goodness we reached the shuttle service on time! many people were boarding the bus *phew*. paid a $3 admission fee when we reached there. took a monorail all the way to palawan beach station. i thought we had to pay for the monorail! never did i expect it to be free of charge...haha! we spent our precious 21 minutes in the slow moving monorail! can die man...in the end, we didn't chill out at palawan beach. instead, we took a shuttle train all the way to siloso beach. it went one whole round okay! was bored stiff...but the scenery was breath-taking =)

we picked a shady, yet sunny spot to settle down. the rest went to play in the water while i took out my tanning lotion to sun-tan. ahh, that was the life man...i could just lay there forever...hahaha! i laid there for one hour plus i think. till my body was so damn hot, red and itchy. haha! i'm insane...8)

ate at sakae sushi. it was damn expensive okay...i had t pay 10.40!! whadda hell right? plus the GST and service charge. bleah. not gonna eat there anymore man...that's if i'm paying myself of course. hee =)

went home via cable car. it's damn expensive too! it costed me 7.50. jean had to help me pay another 1.50. haha. so yeah, i was damn broke after that. didn't have a single penny left! how pathetic...i guess that's why my mum didn't allow me to go out today. was supposed to go out with my dearest mable. haha...sorry babe! after band yea? *winks*

gotta go...toodles~!

dilemma.

2004-11-17T14:07:00.000+08:00

someone please knock me on my head man.
i had this dream about her last night.
it was so sweet, pleasent and wondeful...
but i know she can never be mine.
my feelings started to come back...
oh gosh, it's building up more and more each time i write her name.
honestly, i need mental help!! argh.

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind

One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time

There's no use looking back or wondering

How it could be now or might have been

Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you know

I've never had a dream come true

Till the day that I found you

Even though I pretend that I've moved on

You'll always be my baby

I never found the words to say

You're the one I think about each day

And I know no matter where life takes me to

A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory

I've lost all sense of time

and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind

There's no use looking back or wondering

How it could be now or might have been

Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

You'll always be the dream that fills my head

Yes you will, say you will, you know you will

Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget

There's no use looking back or wondering

Because love is a strange and funny thing

No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye

No no no no

happy deepavali...and happy 11th!

2004-11-12T22:07:00.000+08:00

was vanessa's birthday yesterday (11/11). she invited quite a number of friends over for her party. never did i expect her to be social like genevieve! even genevieve had fewer friends who turned up for her birthday party...oh wells. expect the unexpected. the 3 of us had to dress up in our Indian costumes since that day was Deepavali. hahas. we looked so weird can? everyone was dressed up in their own clothes while the 3 of us were the only ones in the house dressing up as Indians...whadda hell...hahas. but it was quite fun i guess. the centre of attraction. whahas!

i was quite sociable with all her p5 friends, come to think of that! my mum forced me to participate in the games...so yeah. i sorta had a fun time with them...they were bullying me! had no choice but to get bullied, have i? i'm the only "elder" one throughout the whole games. bleah. so yeah, we played a couple of games...i had to do the forfeit whenever no one wanted to do it. hmmm, i was called the "back up" if you say so. but we did have fun no doubt! uploaded some pictures.

went for band today. had to be in the music room by 1 pm. so i met mable at the same time, same place and we went to BK to have our lunch. oh my gosh, i didn't know the meal was so darn expensive?! i ordered a Chicken Whopper Meal and it costed me 6 bucks!! i never wanna buy a meal ever at BK again man...unless some one is willing to offer me a treat! hahaha...

after lunch we went to practically ALL the hand phone shops in the interchange! haha. we went to all the shops mainly to look at sylvester sim's phone, 7610. whahahas! but we did browse through other models though. but i still want my 7610!!! argh...just showed my mum the hand phone brouchure quite a while ago...she was like, "in your dreams, felicia!" dammit. i guess my parents are just to unwilling to part with their 700 over dollars just to get their fine daughter a phone. sighs. LOL, looks like i'm exaggerating a little here! hee. but still, I WANT MY 7610!!! all they want is for me to know the value of money...but how will i know when i haven't been exposed to something "valuable" yet? i mean, you'll definitely treasure something which is valuable to you right? gosh, how can i phrase it in a polite way in order to convince them to get that phone for me!! i'm so frustrated!!!! =(((

sylvester sim got into the final 3!! he had one of the lowest votes out of the 4 you know!! but thank god daphne got out...if not i'll cry like shit man!! sad to say, i kinda miss daphne too...she's so cheerful & bubbly! haha. daphne, we will miss you!! =)

yilin sooooo suck to the core man!! she can just kiss her future with The Seagulls goodbye cos they aren't as good as Flying Fish! whahahas. oh yeah, i wanna body like Fiona Xie and I want a bf as good looking as Randy Johnson the Coach! okay, i'm mad. HAHAHA!

me in my punjabi suit. hahaha...

my other pose...my face look weird! lol.

a group photo together with vanessa's friends.

again. haha.

a shot with the yummy chocolate cake!

vanessa cutting the cake...yay!

me & my bf joel (haha). we won the balloon competition! god knows what balloon feature we made man...hahas.

joel's soooo cute!! ahh, my other "feeling"...LOL!

surprise visit!

2004-11-10T19:37:00.000+08:00

woke up today feeling kinda dull. like any other holiday. was actually planning to go escape with the other foursome...but they were like "see first". oh well, then i went over to my grandmother. asked her she could accompany me to the club for a little sport of swimming today. sad to say that the club would be closed today for cleaning...;( my high hopes suddenly went down the drain...was thinking to myself, "what the heck, everything's gonna be so boring today! damn!" until i received a phone call from valerie telling me to go outside my front gate there. i was amazingly shocked? never did i expect them to appear right outside my front gate when i was having dull predictions for today! hahas.

amy, meli and val was outside! naddie was coming later. the first thing they did was to go to the attic to chat and catch up with our daily stuff...quite fun i guess. we chatted about our love lives, boys...normal girl stuff! hahas. my maid then had to prepare maggie noodles for them to eat for lunch due to their sudden appearance! hahas. i had my normal salad again. *yums* dieting. =)

we watched Shark Tale and White Chicks today till our eyes were like so darn tired. didn't have muffins and lemonade for tea, but rose syrup and cupcakes!! hahas. but i prefer the previous tea they had in my house. tastes better. hahas. oh well. this one was just as good la...hahas.

nadie, val and me disappeared from amy and meli a couple of times. wanted to play a trick on them. but they found us in the end. argh...damn! oh well, we had our own fun time by ourselves taking pictures! naddie and me only...val didn't wanna take. lols. we went back to the house after a while then naddie and val had to go home. aww, how sad. i hope we'll arrange for a good day to go out some time! as for amy and meli, they left for bedok interchange without even telling any one of us. what friends they are man! don't bother about them already man...losers! haha.

here are the pictures naddie and i took while we were separated from amy and meli. thanks to val for the steady angles! loveee youuu! =)

chio bu naddie and me...whahahas!

naddie and me at the starting point of siglap linear park. yupps.

day dreaming...lalalas.

us under the shelter. hahas.

a slaunting picture of me. =)

lovely memories.

2004-11-03T19:03:00.000+08:00

took these pictures on the last day of school. credits goes to debbie!! love you man =) will really treasure these pictures...one of Sec 2.4's best moments!! *sobs* take care you guys!! hope we'll still keep in touch yea?

group shot!!

the RBT! (royal badminton team)

me & chu wen! the chair and discipline...two four's most important people...hahaha. we've had quite some fun together running the class though! i miss those times!!

poh hoon, alex and me. (i'm showing such a spastic look! lol.)

again =)

back for band again.

2004-11-02T18:13:00.000+08:00

People won't remember what you did. People won't remember what you said. But, people will remember how you made them feel

went back to SAC for my first official band practice for the holidays. it is back to my doomsday!! i had to resume my position as a marimba player to conquer tico tico. damn. i dunno if it's me or the score, i can't learn how to play by myself! what's more, the tempo is so darn fast. through the whole practice i kept myself busy by asking fiona how to play here and there. i was so confused myself that i think i made her more confused! hahaha. sorry babe, but i gotta depend on you for another week or so...till i learn the whole damn song! i hope you won't mind...haha. the notes itself is so complicated and there they are increasing the tempo. arggh. thank god my next practice is next monday. i'll have the whole week to learn the song. let's just hope that i'll be able to conquer that song by then! *fingers crossed*

oh, my PB princess mable came back from here suspension today!! i miss you sooooo much babe! actually not today, but on saturday. too bad i was sick that day. haha. finally man!! i wouldn't be so lonely in band already...hahaha! i'm still waiting for my dearest mich to return...then the PB princesses will unite!! haha.

i'm still feeling sick though. dunno if i'm well enough to go out with friends. arghh!! i wanna go out, i wanna go out, I WANNA GO OUT!! ;(((

alright, shall end here. damn hungry...*growls*

this can't be happening.

2004-10-25T18:14:00.000+08:00

To Fear Love Is To Fear Life

i'm here to preach the bad news. I'M 100% OFFICIALLY SICK! arghhs. can't believe it man. i developed a high fever overnight. symptoms >> shivering under my bed covers even when the air-con is off, my body felt hot outside but inside of me felt damn freaking cold, was coughing throughout the night. couldn't really sleep last night due to all those symptoms man. that's why i slept almost the whole day this late morning and afternoon.

went to the doctor's early this morning. she gave me so many tablets that i dunno exactly which one to take. had to take some for four times and some for three times a day. urghh, so confusing. i don't even know which tablet to take later...lol. oh well. she gave me mc for 3 days. which means i'll skip the performance at Temasek Primary and my outing with Madeline today (boo!!) i'll have to skip my rehearsal for achiever's day tomorrow (that i don't mind!) i'll have to skip band on wednesday. sigh. blame it on the damn weather that i'm sick! *coughs* so i'll go back to school on thursday just nice for my second rehearsal for achiever's day and on friday is my big day! where i'll get back my report book and know which class i'm sorted out into. oh man. i'll be receiving my Canossian Student Award on that day too! haha.

watched My Little Bride today. was kinda bored sleeping the whole day. so yea, why not watch a movie? haha. i think i slept again after watching the whole movie...lol. woke up feeling damn hungry. die man, if i continue to eat and sleep for 3 days i'd grow so fat fat!! arggh...no way man. i have to control myself. yes, i can. hahaha...

alright, wanna get some rest now. have been online for quite sometime now. toodles~!

sick coughs

2004-10-24T20:37:00.000+08:00

Love Is Like Quicksand: The Deeper You Fall In It The Harder It Is To Get Out

i'm sick. really, i am. my throat felt a little dry this morning and my head felt weasy in the later afternoon. damn. why must god pick such a perfect day for me to get sick?? i wanna perform for Temasek Primary tomorrow. i wanna go out with madeline tomorrow! arghh. okay, so freak out. just stay strong and eat all the panadols you want before tomorrow comes. my fingers are like all crossed! not forgetting my toes too...lol.

was supposed to go to this Singapore American School concert with Monique this afternoon, unfortunately she called my home to say that the whole thing was cancelled. dammit. i was already dressed up for the big performance and there goes the phone call from her. how disappointing...=( i could just save the hassel this morning man. oh well. not my day i guess.

church was okay. my whole family was there except vanessa. cos she took a really long time in the bathroom so my dad got impatient and told my maid to send her to class instead. how lucky, she managed to miss the homily for this week! arghs. amazingly, without vanessa's presence during mass today. genevieve and i were extrememly quiet! we didn't talk loudly or fight with one another like every other week. haha. this goes to show that vanessa is the cause of all this! that's just from my perspective. hee =)

watched Meteor Garden my maid taped for me yesterday. gosh the show is like so darn nice! i lurrveee it! i have to admit that jerry and vic were quite cute though *blushes*. my mum kept on making fun of me saying that i used to despise F4 like shit and now i'm going goo-goo-ga-ga over their shows! true...but that doesn't mean i lurrveee them? just like the show that's all...hahaha.

oh yeah, i watched A Cinderella's Story today! the storyline is like so fantasising!! i was admiring them while watching. to think that such a fairytale-liked story would be reality? my mind was so totally filled with vivid fantasies of me and my prince charming...hahahaha. it's really sweet okay...if i ever were to meet my prince charming one day through online and have almost the exact situation as the story, i'd be so astonished! okay, i'm getting outta hand here. better stop my fantasies for now! lol.

so yeah, i'd better to 100% well tomorrow. i have a BIG day planned ahead of me! *winks*

performance at SACP.

2004-10-23T14:33:00.000+08:00

"True love is when you have to watch a friend leave, with the knowledge that you might never see him again. But you know he'll be in your mind and heart forever..."

had a performance today at SACP. it was quite alright. at least the audience wasn't as bad as those in Yu Neng. it wasn't kids this time, it was parents. haha. i was quite amazed, thinking that the hall would mostly be occupied with P6 student. never did i expect it to be filled with parents instead! haha. i forgotten to bring my scrunchie! went round the whole school to find one kind soul who has it with cindy. haha. alex finally lent me hers which was actually used for her hair! sorry babe...i hope the elastic rubber band i gave you was okay for you! haha. almost broke my back when i was carrying the absolutely gigantic marimba down from the hall. i was made to carry the heavier end forgoodness sake! thank god i drank lots of milk last time! sheesh.

mom and dad picked me up from school about 12. went to bedok south market for my mom to buy beancurd. then headed to the coffee shop near my place to buy lunch. after that, it was total boredom for me! so yeah, that's why i'm like blogging so early in the afternoon. wanted to blog at night though. oh gosh, today's gonna be a real boring day like any other saturday. good luck frankie! bleah.

results.

2004-10-22T16:58:00.000+08:00

secondary two end-of-year results were out today! argh. every sec two had to go up to the hall including with the sec threes to check our scripts. poh hoon and i didn't go for the first half cos we had a performance at Yu Neng Primary School. BAH!! oh and the performance by the way was quite alright. we had such a lousy and restless audience! what the hell...was trying to interact with them and they refused to follow my beat. oh well, kids will just be kids!

we reached school around 10.45. miss wu gave us a 15 minute break and everyone had to go their separate ways at 11. so poh hoon and i headed for the hall once we washed our make up and stuff. we dare not went in! the hall was kinda quite with teachers all giving out exam scripts. it was damn scary i tell you. we took quite a while loitering outside the hall before going in! thank god i managed to catch chantel's attention by my timid wave through my peek. haha. we managed to go through all our scripts by 12.45 before heading back to class to resume our creative competition practice.

our class is like so gonna be dead? the auditions is like this coming monday and we haven't even finish making props and costumes yet! i haven't even memorize my lines!! talk about the main actress?! gosh. i'm so dooomed. okay, repeat after me, FRANKIE IS SOOO BUSTED!! lol. lame.

oh well. i guess i should just look through my lines now eh? nah, shouldn't. i must read thouroghly!! hmm, not only that...MEMORIZE IT! haha. i just hope to get it done by sunday night? *cross fingers* toodles~!

No man can think clearly when his fists are clenched.

the starting of a horrible nightmare.

2004-10-20T19:41:00.000+08:00

went back to school just yesterday. had this monopoly competition among the whole secondary 2 level. they chose the best 64 to compete against one another. i was quite surprised that a some people unexpectingly from my class managed to go. haha! oh well, 2.4 did make it to 3rd place in the final round. go two four!! wahoooo~! =DDD

today was the beginning of a horrible nightmare. CCA RESUMES. oh damn. i would have to stay back until 6 plus plus every wednesday now. not forgetting on saturdays too. can't go home to sleep no more...*sobs* oh well, life still goes on after the exams!! sigh.

before all that, was dicussing about out creative competition play with the class. i got the role as the main actress, layla. haha. that role is quite simple! not much lines to memorize. haha. don't worry, i can take the stress! lol. but it's just that i gotta sacrifice much of my time for rehearsing and stuff. oh well, everything does have it's own disadvantage! i hope that our class gets in. we're WAY more organised than last year...oh man, last year was really horrible! shan't talk about it...=P

it was a MUST to go for the extra dance lesson today. but poh hoon and i totally forgotten about the whole damn thing! actually, not really forgotten...but the whole rehearsal took damn long! it dragged from 2.15 to 4? the dance thing was at 4.30. so yea...we don't see the point going. we'd definitely not get picked anyway...cos we so sucked at dancing! hahaha. guess we're the only ones not performing!! didn't go for both lessons...hehehe.

juraimi didn't scold us today!! haha...what i meant was that he didn't scold those people who didn't turn up for the extra practices on saturday and monday which includes me! amazing huh? i thought he would scold us like shit. never did i expect to be otherwise! at first he called me over together with all the leaders to ask me why i didn't pass the forms to all the sec twos. i was like damn freaking scared can? so i explained all the shit...like i couldn't find most of them. which was literally true. so i asked poh hoon to give out. but she too couldn't find them too! so we had quite a long explaination with him. thank goodness he was in the right mood today! *phews* but i can tell he was quite disappointed with the other 9 people who didn't show up those days. he was asking everyone for their reasons! i didn't think he believed a few though...but i hope he does for mine! *prays*

band ended quite early today. around 6? yea. it usually ended around 6.30 plus plus. went home with kimberly. took our usual way home by walking all the way to the 67 bus stop. my legs are like so darn restless now. haha. okay. i guessed i've blogged enough? toodles~!

sylvester sim.

2004-10-17T22:00:00.000+08:00

sylvester sim!! oh my gosh, he's sOoOoO hott!!

my sly baby!! haha. hot isn't he? i love him so darn much man...gonna vote for him as many times as i want for the next spectacular episode...not gonna care about what my mom thinks!! she's not gonna control my life...uh uh, no way! haha. oh my, what a rebellious kid i've grown into...*evil laughs* haha, just kidding...

Nevertheless, i'm still gonna vote for my darling Sylvester Sim Shen Long!! i love you my babyy!! you're always gonna have my support!! =)))

gal's day out.

2004-10-15T19:51:00.000+08:00

left for amy's house at 10 am. reached there around 10.15? meli and val were supposed to reach there first instead of me. instead, they were late. whadda hell. so i waited for them around 10 minutes outside sps bus stop. you know how insecure i was? urrghs. oh well, they finally came at 10.25 in the 40 bus. amy met us at her side gate and that's when all the fun began......=)

i actually wanted to go swimming first. but the rest of them wanted to go cycling. oh well, 3 against 1. what can i say? so we walked a LLLOOOONNNGGG way to east coast beach. we rented bicyles. the kind stall owner gave us 3 hours of cycling fun!! but we were kinda bored after cycling for miles...so we stopped and rested many times. haha.

val then found a nice spot for me to sun-tan!! *thanks val!!* it was an extremely sunny spot with a few shades around. very few people were there, so yea...easier for me to sun-tan if you know what i mean =P so there i went with my "tanning equipment" to sun-tan. took around 45 minutes? yea. tanning was quite fun! meli buried my right leg only. what about the other leg?? haha. i was tanning alone...the others didn't wanna get exposed. whahahas. you know what? they buried my slippers beneath the sand! i was quite worried cos i didn't wanna walk home bare-footed! but in the end, i found my slippers. they had a really "mysterious" way of burying my slippers like VOODOO by putting a stick and a "monk-like" looking bracelet on top of it. it looked like some bewitched thingy! i kinda knew that they buried my slippers beneath by the look on their faces! smiling all the way...=PPP sickening people! did that to me yesterday, still wanna do it to me today?! *hmpfs* oh well, after that we stopped for a quick refreshing drink. due to our dehydration under the sun. it was amy's treat! right amy? haha...i still owe you 3 bucks! gosh, i'm like so broke?!

we finally returned to amy's house after another llooonnggg walk from the beach. sighs. we were like dead tired. after bathing, we went to cheers to get something to fill our starving bellies!! val and i took the tom yam cup noodles while meli took some noodles...amy was gonna eat sphegetti at home *drools*. so yea, we ate and then watched a movie!! it's called "Slap Her cos she's French". i think. it's like damn lame and funny. went home after that. yupps. had a grrreeeattt time at amy's house!! =))))

a candid shot of me drinking my sugarcane juice =P

us sitting down for a drink =)

another one of us...=)

me after tanning with meli! i'm redder ain't i? hee =)

another one of us...haha.

it's so history.

2004-10-14T17:39:00.000+08:00

the exams are like finally over?! oh gosh, i'm so happy man...can finally get all the freedom i want! hmmm, not exactly...still have to do housework and to tutor my sisters. arrghh, damn. being the eldest is sure unlucky!! =(

there was this briefing for the post exam period straight after our math paper 2. another half an hour or so in the av theatrette. sheesh. i thought listening to kang chee hui was supposed to be quite "dramatic", i didn't know it could be so pathetic, boring and meaningless. she talked about the many different kinds of activites we're gonna do for this post exam period. so many stuff which require class effort. puh-leez, my class isn't even united and the school is giving us more activities for class bonding. so much for "2.4 united"...sighs.

after the whole 2 hours plus of boredom, meli, amy and val came over to my place for some fun. we spent mostly of our time in the attic listening to some enlightening music and surfing the net. wanted to watch a movie but we didn't. haha. the dvds i have are all so darn boring! after that, they wanted to go cycling. in the end, they made me cycle round the whole estate looking for them! but you know what? they were in my attic the whole time!! those idiots were just trying to play a trick on me. how mean. stupid people. what's more, they ran away from me when i was walking behind them when they were going home! so much for my kindness for walking them to the bus stop. what kind of "lovely" friends do i have man...*rolls eyes*

oh well, these were the pictures i took with those idiots. i find them sweet! =)

we managed to take a shot!! *finally*

what's with meli's hand?? lol.

trying to act "dao"? hahaha...

me & meli =)

i love you.

2004-10-13T18:05:00.000+08:00

i love you.
really. i do.
but what can i do to make you love me?
sighs.
everything is just so topsy-turvey.
i love the way you smile, talk, laugh, cry..
i just love everything that you do.
i feel hurt, depressed, lethargic just thinking about you.
when can i ever make you mine?
is it fated that we're meant to be?
is there any other girl up in your mind?
sighs.
i give up just thinking about all those questions.
give me some hope alright?
i'm sure we'll do just fine...

if loving you with all my heart's a crime,

then i'm guilty.

halfway there~!

2004-10-11T17:17:00.000+08:00

hooray!! we are almost halfway through our exams!! people, do hang in there alright!! =)))

okay, lemme see...
~~english paper 1~~
~~english paper 2~~
~~literature~~
~~chinese paper 1~~
~~chinese paper 2~~
maths paper 1
maths paper 2
~~general science~~
~~history~~
~~geography~~
design and technology

another 3 papers and we're officially done!! oh my gosh. i can just faint on my seat now you know. since the beginning of the year, i'm like dying for this exam to be over...and now it's halfway!! lalala...=)

had my science and geography paper today. took the science paper first. it was horrible can i tell you? ms heng said that the paper was gonna be easier than the mock exam paper...puh-leez? the paper was like so damn difficult...i almost got a heart attack when i was reading thru the questions in the paper...afraid that i couldn't finish attempting all the questions. fortunately, i managed to...*phews* but i can't say that i'll maintain my 67% mark though...i think i'll drop way down...probably 57%? haha...it's way difficult! ;(

geography. urgh. i used to despise that subject like hell. but whenever i do the exam, i just have that easy mind you know? the feeling that even though i need not study for the exam, i can still pass? haha. that's exactly how i felt while doing that paper! haha. heck man. i just wanna pass...hee =)

so yea, left with the whole maths paper and d&t. just needa study all the formulas well i guess. oh well, all that studying can leave it up for tomorrow...haha. i've gotta free day of studying!! =)

exams are here. oh gosh.

2004-10-07T14:14:00.000+08:00

hey...haven't been updating for a really long time! the exams are coming and all those crap. dammit. i just had my english and chinese paper 1 yesterday. it was alright i guess. when alex was collecting my newspaper report, i just realised that i made one careless mistake by signing off my name instead of the name they gave "sarah jones". fuck man. wasted my precious mark just like that. i'm like so pissed?! oh well, whatever done is done. can't turn back *sniffs*

today was my english and literature paper. english was quite okay. i dunno why, but it's like every english exam, they will always pick a passage that's gotta do with ships? i'm like totally so sick of ships...bleah. sink here, sink there. lame siaz. i conquered my summary! haha...i managed to find at least 14/15 points! couldn't write down the last point cos of the shortage of letters. sighs, there goes my other mark! arrggh.

when it comes to the lit paper, i can just drop dead. the questions were like so difficult?! in section a, i had a choice to pick a question that was easy but i chose something damn difficult. what on earth was i thinking man...but i still managed to do it though. haha, amazing =). when it came to section c, i had a terrible headache. the questions were so darn difficult that i could just faint on the spot! thank goodness i finished the paper on time man...otherwise i'd be so screwed. sighs, i just wanna pass lit? that's all i can ask for...

tomorrow is my chinese paper 1 and history. oh gosh, my two subjects i hate in the world. especially history! can memorize until i go psycho. there are like altogether 8 chapters?! anyway, i'm not really gonna bother about the first 4 chapters...better study the other 4...they're more important. i think. haha.

alright. wanna listen to some music now. all the best for your exams!! =)))

god bless.

come sway with me.

2004-09-26T21:15:00.000+08:00

It's a Sunday again! Lalalas...the perrrfect day of the week! Went for my last cat class of the year. Awww, how sad! Gonna miss those retarted friends of mine for a while...=( Don't worry, we can always meet again after the exams!! Party till late in the evening yea? Haha -winks- We escaped halfway during class today. Err, not really escape...Raymond allowed us! He's the best man...so we said our final goodbyes to him until next year!! Gee, it seems such a looong time. =(

Went to Han's to have lunch. It's some newly opened food outlet. Quite classy. Many different traditional food groups. I ordered Pomodo! It's some kind of vegeterian pasta. One word...D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S!! Haha...it totally rocks okay...except it's kind of hot. But overall, grreat!! =) While eating, I met my dearest Kim there!! Haha! Dunno why, but I always bump into her nowadays...lol.
After lunch, went to Parkway to look at some models of phones I'm interested in. My parents are gonna get it for me at the end of the year =). They actually wanted to buy the Panasonic X66 for me, but I don't like it. Haha. I desperately wanted the brand new Samsung phone which I dunno what is the phone model...haha. But it totally rocks man...oh well, I just gotta have good results for my end of year and get into the class I want. Then they will get a phone of my choice! Alright, I really gotta start hitting the books now! Lol.

Met Kim at Macs before we went up for class. She was late! Busy developing the photos she took in her gala premiere. Damn, how I wish I was there...she told me all about it! So posh classy!! Haha. Anyway, it's good she had a great time. =) We went up together. Thankfully, he wasn't there yet!! Haha...how relieved I was. Heard that he was playing some games at the arcade in Parkway. He was late, as usual. Came stomping in with his group of friends. So noisy! Sheesh. But the lesson was EXTREMELY funny today!! Everyone kept cracking up lame jokes about different races...especially the Indians!! That made Kalai so angry that he shouted at them! Whahaha...=) Hmmm, at least Kalai has improved on his sense of humour!!

Class ended, my dad fetched me. But I'd still get to go to the bus stop! Haha...I saw him there. Tapped him from the back of his shoulder leaving him with such a fright! Haha...oops! Then we chatted...but it was just a short one. Didn't wanna make my dad wait for such a long time just because of him. Haha.

Anyway, my next extra lesson is on Thursday! *yippee* Okay, I'm like damn lazy to type anything now...so yea, I'll update if I feel like it!! Muahahaha...=))))

i l--- you!!

2004-09-16T21:43:00.000+08:00

It's thurday today! And guess what?? Today's my science extra lesson!! Haha. To all my close friends...you should know what I mean.

School was very dull and bloomy today. Everyone was in a mood to sleep cos it was raining cats and dogs and the sky was so greyish!! So whenever teachers came into our class, all of us pretended to sleep so that they would know that we're tired, and would hopefully give us a 10 minute nap time or something. But that bloody John Lim la...see our faces so tired also don't wanna give us any nap. Still have the mood to continue the lesson. *toot* him siaz...

Rushed home after school today. Had to rush for Math tuition at 3.30. Fortunately, my dad was at home. So he sent me for tuition instead. Haha. Wasted my breath rushing home mann...somemore made my poor Kimberly angry cos I could not go home with her. Sorry la, k? Next week I promise to go home with you ok? =) Went for tuition late, as usual. My dad always has to put on his "make-up" whenever he leaves the house. He would take like about 45 minutes?!? Wonder what he's doing mann. Anyway, I had to do an exam paper during Math. It was totally boring. Cos I didn't know how to do most of the questions. Haha. Just sat there in the frreezzingg classroom waiting for the clock to strike 5.30.

Met Kim at 5.45. Then we headed for Macs to grab a snack to eat in our science tuition later on. These group of Malay guys were like pestering her. I could tell she was annoyed cos she was like rolling her eyes at them. Haha. While both of us were buying our food, he and his friend walked into Macs. I was so terrified!! My body temperature was actually becoming normal again when it just shot up like that! I was so reeeddd okaayy...never expected them to come. Especially him. So I hurriedly paid and rushed out of Macs to go upstairs. We chose a quiet spot at the back of the class. Thinking that they might sit there, but eventually, no. Bleah. He definitely knows okay...from the corner of my eye I could see behind that he was whispering to his friend something about me with his friend replying "Ahh, silent love". No wonder they went to the front after a while. I was like speechless alright.

It was going home time. So sad for me =(. I went out from the back door while he and his friend went out from the front. Both of them gave me a quick gaze. I just had to look on the carpet flooring man. While waiting for the lift, we kept exchanging glances man! I cannot stand!! We took the same lift together. I could tell all of us felt quite awkward. Me, as usual, kept trying to turn behind to give a look. Haha. Kim and I were walking right in front of them towards the overhead bridge and up. I felt really, really wierd when I was on the escolator with Kim man...both of them were just a step down before us! Soon, they disappeared. Dunno where on earth they went. Sighs. End of my fairy tale. Let's just hope that something even better will happen again next week! *fingers crossed*

blessed sunday.

2004-09-12T19:41:00.000+08:00

Grreat!! I can finally update my blog again. I've been trying to type something into this text box the past week and failed. Something must've been wrong with the other computer...guess I'll have to get my dad to fix it when he comes back...which is tomorrow! *yippee*

Okayy, about my day today...
Woke up at 7.30 to get ready for mass at 8.45. Dad wasn't at home, so we had to get up earlier to make our way there. Didn't really dress up today...just wore my red, giodarno razor-back and my bossini jeans. Yuck, why did I have to wear something so simple?! Guessed I was in a rush...haha, dunno for what reason. Took 33 to church. Was early, for the first time. Haha. Oh my gosh, you can't believe who sat behind my bench during mass okay...it's the evil-tongued MS CHIA!! She gave me a shock of my life okay...suddenly I wanna shout "Lord, bless my soul" when I saw her!! Her poked face just scares me...not only me, the whole school!! Haha. Gosh, I'm so meann...*evil grins*
I finally went for cat class after 3 loong weeks! Melanie didn't come today...how sad ;(. Dunno why, nowadays when I go for cat class, everything's like so boring. I kept yawning during Raymond and Jeff's long lecture, and I don't really have much to talk to Meli. Not for this morning, I guess. Things were getting waayy dull to start of my day mann. But..............................things were starting to spice up when I went for tuition. *smiles widely* =))))))))))))))

So as usual, had my lunch at Parkway after church. Went for science tuition at 2. Kim and I realised that we have the same Espirit bag!! Haha. Throughout our conversation, she suddenly popped the question on who I liked. She kept pestering me, so I just had to tell her for the sake of it. Haha. She told that whenever someone opens the door, I'll look up immediately to see if it's him!! Lol, yea, she's kinda true. He came, fortunately. Stomped into the class with 2 of his other mates. Kalai asked them to sit in front cos they were talking, I think. Or was it to copy notes...not sure. So yea, got a good view. When we were free to do our own stuff, Kim wanted me to accompany her to the toilet...but he was blocking the way! So I begged her not to go until the pathway was clear. Haha. After a while he wanted to go to the toilet, so all of us went out together. Lol. So funny. One big group okayy...he and his gang were making so much noise somemore. Haha.

It was going home time. I had to wait for my mama and sisters at the bus stop so that we could go home together. So as I was waiting for quite sometime, he was walking towards my bus stop with his friend eating macs ice-cream!! He's so cute!! Haha...then I pretended not to look at him. Instead, I was looking at his reflection at the advertisement board. I could tell he saw me. After awhile, my mama and sisters arrived. I didn't tell them, afraid that they might embarrass me again. So I kept quiet until we were on the bus. There's more to that...but I don't wanna jot it down...haha. Pai seh...=)

You are the one I wanna love, you are the one I'm dreaming of.
-S Club 8

too red to face you.

2004-09-05T18:07:00.000+08:00

Rain, rain, go away. Come again another day...

Didn't go for mass today cos we went yesterday evening at 4.45 pm. Dad had to leave for the Philippines today. Went to Parkway with mama, 2 sisters and grandma for the last day of the Crazy crazy sale. So sad...should've gone there much earlier. Dammit. My mama shopped like crazy...she bought so many clothes! Came back with quite a number of bags.

Ate lunch at Delifrance. Can't stand my mama...she ordered so many food for us to eat and expected all of us to finish all. I was like stuffing myself with food the whole time!! Shit la...must've put on a few grams. *guilts* After that we went to Bata to buy me a new school shoe. Just to let you know that my previous one is almost gonna give way! The scholls are like coming out here and there. Saw Darren there. Meli's ex. My sisters were like "Darren over there, Darren over there!!" Bloody hell can...I bet he heard. My mama also another one, so anxious to see him that she made one big round through the Bata shop to go out. I have such kay-po people in my family man...lamers la.

I had to spend most of my leftover time in Amanda Junior cos my mum took most of her time in the shop trying to find nice clothes for my sisters. Finally, the time arrived when I had to leave for tuition. I was so happily walking out of Parkway when my happiness came crashing down. It was raining. Not quite heavily. But it's heavy enough to get myself all drenched. I was soooo stupid okay...I totally forgotten that my grandma had put an umbrella in my bag. So I waited for the rain to drizzle then I left for tuition. How dumb can I get man. *knocks head*

Tuition was okay. Was talking crap with Kim. Can't remember what I talked about...must've been all rubbish that made the both of us laughed like hell. Lol. We sat so close to them today okay!! So noisy, yet fun. They were cracking some lame jokes with Mr Kalai. So funny cann. The lesson was about the Ecosystem (Food chains and webs). I doubt it'll be tested for my EoY exam. Anyway, yea, the lesson was quite fun! =)

Met mama, grandma and sisters downstairs at Macs. My mum wanted to bring me back to Parkway to buy my Belated Christmas gift from grandma. She gave me an OP voucher since OP was on a crazy crazy sale. So it's the best time to buy it. Something really embarrassing happened when I was about to cross the traffic light to Parkway okay!! I was telling my mum about the pai-kia people in my class especially that one. I didn't know that one of his friends were standing by the traffic light too!! So I said out his name as well as his school quite aloud. I think he heard it. Then he was giving me that look from where I was standing till I crossed over to Parkway. What the fuck!! I'm gonna be in so deep shit when I go for class next week okay...deeeeep shit!!

Yea, mama bought me 3 pairs of OP shorts as well as an OP tee. Very nice. I think I'm gonna wear it tomorrow. Damn, tomorrow is the start of studying as well as the doing of homework. Fuck them la...can't I just enjoy the rest of my holiday?? Urrghs. I'm so frustrated after that whole incident. Things better go out fine this coming Sunday...*crosses fingers*

Peace out~!

What can I do to make you love me?
-the corrs

1st day of 'paradise'

2004-09-04T16:06:00.000+08:00

It's a saturday!! *yayness* And it's the first day of the holiday! Okay, I'm not making sense here...cos in my previous entry, I stated that I really hated the holidays. *hits head* But at least I can still find the time to surf the net. =) Very lazy to get started on the homework. Hee.

Went to school for band today. Woke up at 7 am. At first I thought I was late for school as I saw the bright sky, thinking that it was a school day. Sheesh, what was I thinking man. Dad sent me to school, as usual. Reached the school at 8.30 am. However some people didn't tell me that we're supposed to be there by 8.15 am!! So everyone was like 'someone very early today horr'. I was like 'whatever lorr'. Haha. Went inside with Yu Ting. Oh yah, by the way, I just love her phone!! It's the LG model. Has the Windstruck ringtone in it!! Gymnopedie...lalala. We practiced for the performance coming on the Septemeber 11th. Lol, what an auspicious day. I bet something will struck on that day...just kidding!!

I didn't go for Chinese tuition today cos I quit, obviously. So I spent the afternoon out with my mum, dad, grandma and Genevieve searching for a new piano. We went to the Piano Warehouse at Simei. My mum wasn'y satisfied with the pianos though. Very few variaties. Guess what, my mum broke her shoe!! The whole buckle came off, so she had a difficult time walking. Dammit. We actually wanted to shop around Eastpoint...oh well.

Watched Windstruck in the evening with mama and 2 sisters. I actually felt quite sick of that movie! Guessed i've watched it quite a few times. I did tear a little. Hehe.

*yippee* tomorrow is a Sunday! My dad will be leaving for the Philippines. He'll be gone for a week. Awww, so sad. Now I'll have to take a bus whenever I need to go out. Bleah. Can't wait for tomorrow man, gonna have tuition and then I can see you. Hehehe~

Gotta sleep now. Ta-ta~!

Baby I'm too lost in you.
-Sugarbabes

last break.

2004-09-03T18:08:00.000+08:00

Hey guys~
Sighs, the holidays have started. You know I hate it. There's always tonns of homework to get done!! Every holiday isn't a known as a holiday for the whole school...it's called, hmmm...lemme think. 'Stressaholic period'?? Yea, I think it should be called that. They just call it a holiday just to make us feel better!! Hate the school man, losers sia~

This might be my last entry until after the exams perhaps? Really needa catch up on my studies. Haven't really been studying this whole week cos I spend most of my time sleeping...Zzz. Of course, who wouldn't be tired after a hard day at school?? D-uh. So this coming September holiday will gimme a chance to catch up on my school work don't you think? Maybe I won't really have the time to study cos I have to go back to school for CCA on Wednesday to Saturday afternoons. Bleah. I'll have to devote my precious time going back to school for CCA as well as to study during the September break. Sick man, can't even go out with friends!!! Urrghs. =(((

I feel like changing my layout again. I find it so boring. But the problem is, change to what kind??? Sheesh. Oh well, I'll eventualy find one. Gimme some suggestions yea?

Ciao.

you are all I need to get me through.

2004-09-01T12:23:00.000+08:00

Hey people~!
Today was the Teachers' Day celebration. It was way better than last year!! The performers were so enthusiastic!! I love the performances the best man. For the ACES day dance, oh well, you can't force the whole school to participate actively right?? Yea, so no one really bothered to do it. Lol. I really pitied the sports council people...tried their best to teach us all the steps and we didn't really dance well on the day itself. Sighs. Oh well, thank god I'm not them!! Haha, just kidding!

When it was coming to an end of the whole Teachers' Day performance, guess who I saw?? Omg. I saw herrr. She's like so super-duper cute, just like before. I think she dyed her hair more light brownish. I was like seeing many ex-sacians visiting the school...so I was sitting in the hall wondering if she would come back today...then there she was. Standing at the balcony on the 4th level with all her other friends. I wanted to scream cann!! But kept it in silence. Haha.

So after the whole thing I went all over the school to look for her. Not that I'm stalking her...just have the sudden urge to see her after a long while =). I went down once with Shir and saw her walking towards the staff room. I wanted to run away like last time...but Shir held my hand and didn't let go. Haha, I still remember I always did that last time whenever I saw her *smiles slightly*. I don't think she saw me cos she was talking to all her friends. Yeaa. When I thought I'd seen enough of her, I met Babara cos I'd told her I'd be going home with her. But then I realised I didn't had enough!! Lol. So Babara and Sabrina accompanied me back to the staff room. At the same time I met Meli there and we went into the staff room together. I dunno for what reason. Hahaha! Enjoy the air-con perhaps. I finally found her in the staff room. She was talking to all her ex-teachers. God dammit, she found me at the staff room door looking totally petriefied! I couldn't just turn back and run away right?? I mean, it would be so obvious that I'm trying to run away. So I followed Meli to look for Mrs Tay cos she wanted to hand some money to her for the camp. Even though her back was facing me, I think she had the feeling that I was walking behind her by telling the look in her eyes...*goosebumps* Then Meli wanted to walk past her to get to the other side of the staff room. She pulled me along with her!! Urrghs. So I had to walk past her. Both of us had that awkward feeling when I past her. She was like looking at me and I'm like looking at her. Haha. Then when I was standing just 10 steps away from her, she kept talking to the teacher and turning behind to look. That's what Sabrina said. Hmmm, this shows that she still remembers me!! =)))). Saying goodbye was the saddest part. I didn't know when I would see her again. So I just had to make the best out of it by walking past her another time...=(((.

I went back home after that. Didn't feel like going out with Babara and the rest. However, I went out with Kimberly and Ethel around 3 plus. Haha, don't ask me why. It was totally boring okay...Kimberly was talking to her seniors almost the whole time!! I was kinda left out cos I didn't know most of them. We took some neos though, it was horrible. Yucky yuck. Don't plan to show it to anyone man.

Oh yea, I found the Windstruck song. Gymnopedie. It's so pleasing to the ear. I printed out the piano version. Finished learning the first page already *yay*...on with the 2nd page tomorrow I guess.

OoooO...a long entry this is. Shall stop here ya? Ciao.

"Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny" - S Club

I guess you and I were never meant to be.

fuck them all.

2004-08-28T20:41:00.000+08:00

Heya,
Went to Tampines Mall to buy a teachers' day gift for Ms Nunis together with Kimberly today. We took hours just to search for a present okay!! But in the end we finally found not one, but two! Hehex, wanted to use up all the class money. =) Wanted to take some neos with Kimberly!! But she said she had to rush for her younger sister's birthday bash. Haha. Okay, so before all these....

Went for band early in the morning about 8.30. Couldn't wake up man. My maid had to call me several times in order for me to wake up. Slept nearing 12 last night. That gotta show why I couldn't wake up!! Haha.
Juraimi came late again, as usual. We started practicing our concert pieces till he arrived. He wanted us to play our Samba as well as Bins!! Gosh, I'm like so sick of the tune already okay...I'd been playing that for what, 1 year plus?? Urrgh.
Cindy actually invited me to go town with her to buy Juraimi a teachers' day gift...but I couldn't cos I had to meet Kimberly instead. Really sorry Cindy!! Probably next time yea?? Promise!! =)

Went for Chinese tuition after band. I didn't enjoy the whole session at all. Both Gwenda and my tutor kept calling me a simple-minded freak just because my Chinese is not of a high-standard as them. Bloody fuckers man. Think they so smart is it? Then we were talking about a topic on what we wanna do when we grow up, when I told them mine, they think I can't do it and started making fun of me. Chee buys la!! Their fucking mothers don't teach them any manners is it? Fuck their attitude, fuck their everything la!! Shitters. Then when I was leaving the house to meet Kimberly, Gwenda took one of my shoe and ran hiding behind her mum's car. You may think it's funny, but it's not. Seriously. I was extremely pissed off with that fucker. What's more, her youngest sister was grabbing my bag, not wanting to let go so that I couldn't get the shoe from Gwenda. When I tried to break away from her, she gave me a huge beat on my back. I was like gonna erupt very soon can!! So young already wanna act like a totally fucking shitty loser just like her elder sister. I was at the midst of giving her a tight slap, seriously. But I wouldn't want her to cry in front of me and start to complain to her mother. Shit la, why must the parents always have to be in the house? Anyway, I don't want to talk about those fucking shitters anymore la.

Fuck them all.

~* F r a n k i e *~

Just My Luck.

boredd.

mending.

go away.

devastation.

lala

Torture

silent tears.

baby now i need you by my side.

i'm wanted by you.

love sick.

don't try to tell me what to do.

dougie, i love you!

secondary 3 life officially sucks.

i'm back.

hospital visit.

new piece.

speechless.

false alarm.

fuckology.

bbq night!

malacca!!

christmas shopping.

roxy babe.

dilemma.

happy deepavali...and happy 11th!

surprise visit!

lovely memories.

back for band again.

this can't be happening.

sick *coughs*

performance at SACP.

results.

the starting of a horrible nightmare.

sylvester sim.

gal's day out.

it's so history.

i love you.

halfway there~!

exams are here. oh gosh.

come sway with me.

i l--- you!!

blessed sunday.

too red to face you.

1st day of 'paradise'

last break.

you are all I need to get me through.

fuck them all.

sick coughs